TeknoMiramixxer
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- Sep 15, 2010
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You know it’s funny. We study the Bible and we think we know God and what He is going to do. Like we can predict what He will do next or what God is thinking.
I thought I knew God and his plans for my life.
Well you see I used to Live in Calif. I made an attempt suicide in 2005 because I went blind. This prescribed medicine as I took much of it made my heart pound harder and a bit faster. But the doctors in Calif did not read anything on the EKG. At this time my friends were mostly busy. I did not know how I was going to get to the store and stuff. What’s the reason of Living? God used my good friend Anna who asked me to move here to Illinois. Since the Social workers in Calif were not being too helpful and even though I did not want to move here I took a visit over here. Soon I had got unwell one day my stomach was hurting really bad. If I had been in Calf in my apt alone I don’t know what would have happened. It was very painful. It was Gallstones they gave me Morphine and then surgery. And that was not the end.
Now because of my attempt suicide a year before my heart was giving me so much it would stop for a second or so. This is very frightening. It’s like your body is being shut down. It got worse where I had gone to the emergency room one day. I got medicine for this that helped some later I had to add different kids of medications.
So where is the praise?
Well as you might be aware although the United States is not fairing well in the Economy. Calif is being hit really hard for this. Their crisis is grabbing a lot of attention.
I found out that if I would have been in Calif they would have not covered my meds and I would have died. Hey praise the Lord I’m alive here in Illinois. I like Calif better in there is more things to do where my friends are at. But God is very intelligent. Though I liked Calif and my friends life was more important to God what I wanted and what God knew were 2 different things altogether. I’m Glad to God to be alive that He gave me a chance and to share with others.
I thought I knew God and his plans for my life.
Well you see I used to Live in Calif. I made an attempt suicide in 2005 because I went blind. This prescribed medicine as I took much of it made my heart pound harder and a bit faster. But the doctors in Calif did not read anything on the EKG. At this time my friends were mostly busy. I did not know how I was going to get to the store and stuff. What’s the reason of Living? God used my good friend Anna who asked me to move here to Illinois. Since the Social workers in Calif were not being too helpful and even though I did not want to move here I took a visit over here. Soon I had got unwell one day my stomach was hurting really bad. If I had been in Calf in my apt alone I don’t know what would have happened. It was very painful. It was Gallstones they gave me Morphine and then surgery. And that was not the end.
Now because of my attempt suicide a year before my heart was giving me so much it would stop for a second or so. This is very frightening. It’s like your body is being shut down. It got worse where I had gone to the emergency room one day. I got medicine for this that helped some later I had to add different kids of medications.
So where is the praise?
Well as you might be aware although the United States is not fairing well in the Economy. Calif is being hit really hard for this. Their crisis is grabbing a lot of attention.
I found out that if I would have been in Calif they would have not covered my meds and I would have died. Hey praise the Lord I’m alive here in Illinois. I like Calif better in there is more things to do where my friends are at. But God is very intelligent. Though I liked Calif and my friends life was more important to God what I wanted and what God knew were 2 different things altogether. I’m Glad to God to be alive that He gave me a chance and to share with others.
