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Good brothers and sisters in Christ! It has been almost 5 months since I have talked to many here.How we deal with certain situations in our life,depends upon the nature of the person. My nature as a person,is rather unusual to many others. For many of you, when problems happen,talking to others seems to help,whether they be those in the faith, or not in the faith. When I have a problem, I prefer to go the the source directly. As you all know, Jesus spent much time with his disciples and he spent I believe even more time, away from them.( matt 16:24) Since Jesus was going to a place they could not follow him to,I believe he spent less time with them, to get them use to the idea of what following truly means.
So when he was among them,they were most thankful to have him with them in person! And to think much upon his words,and how indeed to follow after them,as well as him! Which brings me saints to what has happened to me over the past 4 and one half months! During this time a famine arose in our household. Not just a famine of food either! A famine of goodness by God in my land of the living.( psalm 27:13) A famine so great brothers and sisters, that most in my own family really did despair! At the beginning, your humble servant even did! Hence the lesson I needed to endure!( hebrews 10:36) First, we become hurt,then angry,then quiet, then the answer comes. The time we take for each area greatly depends on just how soon the answer can arrive for us.
In between all of these topics,emotion and feeling enter in as well,what did I do wrong? Did I not fast enough? Did I not pray enough? Did I do something so bad,I am suffering because of it?? Did I some how give the devil an opportunity?( eph 4:27) What oh what can I do??? My family had much lack, in food,bills were becoming way over due,the car broke down,I mean what next I wonder?? LOL After the first month,i wanted so bad to ask others for help! Even perhaps a mere suggestion! But who? Who was i going to turn to?The body of Christ here? But Lord I would look bad!! Typing something to others would bring me help,but Lord i am older now in you,I should be helping others find an answer to these questions!
But how can I when I myself am in so much despair?? I speak to the Lord a lot brothers and sisters,some of you know just how much to! One night in prayer, Holy Spirit asked me if I loved the Lord? ME??? You ask me???? Oh dear now I feel even worse then I did! Holy Spirit said remember what I asked Peter?( john 21:15-18!!) verse 18 But when you are older you will stretch out your hands and someone else will gird you, and bring you to a place, you DO NOT!!!! wish to go! Now this was spoken back then to signify by what kind of death he would glorify God in!
Then he said these words!verse 19 FOLLOW ME! For many, the question is what is the will of God for my life?? For still many more,they never can seem to ever find out,when the answer is right in front of our noses!! 1 Thess 5:18!!) Short, and sweet ,and to the point! IN EVERYTHING!!!!! give what brothers and sisters???? THANKS! FOR THIS IS!!!! THE GOD'S WILL FOR YOU!!!!! in Christ Jesus! being thankful???? Are you kidding me??? I am the Lord your God,i do not make jokes mark! IC! So the lesson begins! First for what?,next in spite of what? next in spite of how we feel or think! that is a pretty big chore!!
Holy Spirit continued. Why do you believe Jesus saved you mark? So you could point back at him?Or so you could love him, even as he has already loved you so very much? And what did Jesus say in how to do this? If you really believe God does love you?? FEED my sheep! Give them the foundation, and have them become established in my love, even as you have,for from love comes thanksgiving for that love. Love bear all things,hopes all things,yes mark endures all things!( 1 cor 13:4-7!!) Paul was upset at me to! So much so he prayed not once but 3 times for the same thing!!( 2 cor 12:8) What he forgot was the answer he already had received prior to this!( 2 cor11: 23-30) verse 29-30!!!!)
So have you as well forgotten! The answer for you my friend is found in grace sustained in me as well! What escape will I not provide you?( 1 cor 10:13) My wisdom comes from my power, not in the wisdom of man!( 1 cor 2:5 and 1 cor4:20!) When Moses needed the Red Sea parted who parted them? My power is always reveled from my words!( exodus 14:13-14) Words of faith first then!!! What?? Stand there?verse 15! No Move forward in my words! I AM, then moves for his children,to show both my power,and my establishment in MY POWER!
To confirm for those who believe in me,I MOVE!!( psalms 37:28-29!!) So now I understand the POWER!!!! of becoming and staying thankful!!! After a great test,2 days ago, GOD MOVED! A miracle! My brother was called and got his unemployment check of 3000.00,that had been in battle over,the bank granted me 12500.00 to receive a car,and with the money left over ALL!!!! the bills were paid!! All food was bought! ALL NEEDS MET BY God himself! STAY THANKFUL!!!! For love is staying thankful,and from this wonderful Love God has for each of us,his power moves from this thankfullness! It took me this long to understand what grace means! Grace is given to learn what faith and belief in God not only is, but does! And from belief!! God restores us! Because GOD LOVES US!! We know when we truly both belief this, and understand this,because the Red Sea parts!
And we his children walk upon dry ground,because we are the very children of that love by our own Father God!! WE ARE!!! HIS KINGS KIDS!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for loving me in spite of my flesh,and thank you Jesus for allowing me your humble servant to express my true love for all here, by YOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GREAT POWER!!! YOUR POWER!!!!! OF TRUE LOVE!!!! God bless you all in Christ Jesus saints!!! 1 cor 1:4-9!!!!!
So when he was among them,they were most thankful to have him with them in person! And to think much upon his words,and how indeed to follow after them,as well as him! Which brings me saints to what has happened to me over the past 4 and one half months! During this time a famine arose in our household. Not just a famine of food either! A famine of goodness by God in my land of the living.( psalm 27:13) A famine so great brothers and sisters, that most in my own family really did despair! At the beginning, your humble servant even did! Hence the lesson I needed to endure!( hebrews 10:36) First, we become hurt,then angry,then quiet, then the answer comes. The time we take for each area greatly depends on just how soon the answer can arrive for us.
In between all of these topics,emotion and feeling enter in as well,what did I do wrong? Did I not fast enough? Did I not pray enough? Did I do something so bad,I am suffering because of it?? Did I some how give the devil an opportunity?( eph 4:27) What oh what can I do??? My family had much lack, in food,bills were becoming way over due,the car broke down,I mean what next I wonder?? LOL After the first month,i wanted so bad to ask others for help! Even perhaps a mere suggestion! But who? Who was i going to turn to?The body of Christ here? But Lord I would look bad!! Typing something to others would bring me help,but Lord i am older now in you,I should be helping others find an answer to these questions!
But how can I when I myself am in so much despair?? I speak to the Lord a lot brothers and sisters,some of you know just how much to! One night in prayer, Holy Spirit asked me if I loved the Lord? ME??? You ask me???? Oh dear now I feel even worse then I did! Holy Spirit said remember what I asked Peter?( john 21:15-18!!) verse 18 But when you are older you will stretch out your hands and someone else will gird you, and bring you to a place, you DO NOT!!!! wish to go! Now this was spoken back then to signify by what kind of death he would glorify God in!
Then he said these words!verse 19 FOLLOW ME! For many, the question is what is the will of God for my life?? For still many more,they never can seem to ever find out,when the answer is right in front of our noses!! 1 Thess 5:18!!) Short, and sweet ,and to the point! IN EVERYTHING!!!!! give what brothers and sisters???? THANKS! FOR THIS IS!!!! THE GOD'S WILL FOR YOU!!!!! in Christ Jesus! being thankful???? Are you kidding me??? I am the Lord your God,i do not make jokes mark! IC! So the lesson begins! First for what?,next in spite of what? next in spite of how we feel or think! that is a pretty big chore!!
Holy Spirit continued. Why do you believe Jesus saved you mark? So you could point back at him?Or so you could love him, even as he has already loved you so very much? And what did Jesus say in how to do this? If you really believe God does love you?? FEED my sheep! Give them the foundation, and have them become established in my love, even as you have,for from love comes thanksgiving for that love. Love bear all things,hopes all things,yes mark endures all things!( 1 cor 13:4-7!!) Paul was upset at me to! So much so he prayed not once but 3 times for the same thing!!( 2 cor 12:8) What he forgot was the answer he already had received prior to this!( 2 cor11: 23-30) verse 29-30!!!!)
So have you as well forgotten! The answer for you my friend is found in grace sustained in me as well! What escape will I not provide you?( 1 cor 10:13) My wisdom comes from my power, not in the wisdom of man!( 1 cor 2:5 and 1 cor4:20!) When Moses needed the Red Sea parted who parted them? My power is always reveled from my words!( exodus 14:13-14) Words of faith first then!!! What?? Stand there?verse 15! No Move forward in my words! I AM, then moves for his children,to show both my power,and my establishment in MY POWER!
To confirm for those who believe in me,I MOVE!!( psalms 37:28-29!!) So now I understand the POWER!!!! of becoming and staying thankful!!! After a great test,2 days ago, GOD MOVED! A miracle! My brother was called and got his unemployment check of 3000.00,that had been in battle over,the bank granted me 12500.00 to receive a car,and with the money left over ALL!!!! the bills were paid!! All food was bought! ALL NEEDS MET BY God himself! STAY THANKFUL!!!! For love is staying thankful,and from this wonderful Love God has for each of us,his power moves from this thankfullness! It took me this long to understand what grace means! Grace is given to learn what faith and belief in God not only is, but does! And from belief!! God restores us! Because GOD LOVES US!! We know when we truly both belief this, and understand this,because the Red Sea parts!
And we his children walk upon dry ground,because we are the very children of that love by our own Father God!! WE ARE!!! HIS KINGS KIDS!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for loving me in spite of my flesh,and thank you Jesus for allowing me your humble servant to express my true love for all here, by YOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GREAT POWER!!! YOUR POWER!!!!! OF TRUE LOVE!!!! God bless you all in Christ Jesus saints!!! 1 cor 1:4-9!!!!!
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