Blasphemous Thoughts

[LarryCanary83]

i have a story i would like to share about this because i myself have been in utter torment. 2009 i gave my life to christ and was always reading my bible and staying prayed up and always wanted to share the gospel. i would pass out Gospel tracts to people i at the time was in between churches..... and was confused about the holy spirit. this church i went too they were big on speaking in tongues but i never spoke in tongues..... so i felt out of place. then someone told me i wasnt saved because i didnt have the evidence of speaking in tongues and did not have the evidence of having the holy spirit.

at that time i was starting to hear this Audible voice come and start telling me i wasnt saved. i didnt have the holy spirit. so at that time this church also was real big on the prosperity Gospel and they never really taught anything i was interested in. it was always prosperity and being rich

so one day i came across this scripture about the "Unpardonable sin" and i was always afraid to even guess what it was for fear i would commit that sin. so one day i was walking my dog and i heard this voice say something against the holy spirit and called the holy spirit "Satan" i immediatly cried and i ran home and i called and talked to my pastor. and he wasnt very helpful

he told me to repent and he hung up on me and showed no interest in my situation period. so i was up all night crying and fearing and saying how my life was over and no matter what i was going to hell. so then i heard this other voice tell me to resist the devil and he would flee from me and told me to read james4:7

anyway from 2011 to 2013 this audible voice would torment me and show me visions of jesus giving me the middle finger. and they would say jesus never died for my sins and that i should call on Allah and go to Islam. the voice would speak all kinds of blasphemies against the holy spirit.

at night i would sometimes have sleep paralysis and feel something on me but i couldnt move. the voice would say Let us come in Let us control your body. throw your bibles away.

even wanted me to Go burn down a church. the voice would mostly torment me at night and would show me visions of the grim reaper carrying my body

so 2013 the voices left me alone when i gave up on God and the bible completely.

the voices and all of that left me alone. then at the end of 2014 early 2015 they returned because i returned to the Lord. this time its worse and now everytime i try to sleep im getting attacked with dizzy visions of a spinning web that has a circle with 6 edges around it like the baphomet symbol.

he is now targeting john the baptist and even speaking against jesus baptism and the gift of tongues

 

[Curtis]

i have a story i would like to share about this because i myself have been in utter torment. 2009 i gave my life to christ and was always reading my bible and staying prayed up and always wanted to share the gospel. i would pass out Gospel tracts to people i at the time was in between churches..... and was confused about the holy spirit. this church i went too they were big on speaking in tongues but i never spoke in tongues..... so i felt out of place. then someone told me i wasnt saved because i didnt have the evidence of speaking in tongues and did not have the evidence of having the holy spirit.

at that time i was starting to hear this Audible voice come and start telling me i wasnt saved. i didnt have the holy spirit. so at that time this church also was real big on the prosperity Gospel and they never really taught anything i was interested in. it was always prosperity and being rich

so one day i came across this scripture about the "Unpardonable sin" and i was always afraid to even guess what it was for fear i would commit that sin. so one day i was walking my dog and i heard this voice say something against the holy spirit and called the holy spirit "Satan" i immediatly cried and i ran home and i called and talked to my pastor. and he wasnt very helpful

he told me to repent and he hung up on me and showed no interest in my situation period. so i was up all night crying and fearing and saying how my life was over and no matter what i was going to hell. so then i heard this other voice tell me to resist the devil and he would flee from me and told me to read james4:7

anyway from 2011 to 2013 this audible voice would torment me and show me visions of jesus giving me the middle finger. and they would say jesus never died for my sins and that i should call on Allah and go to Islam. the voice would speak all kinds of blasphemies against the holy spirit.

at night i would sometimes have sleep paralysis and feel something on me but i couldnt move. the voice would say Let us come in Let us control your body. throw your bibles away.

even wanted me to Go burn down a church. the voice would mostly torment me at night and would show me visions of the grim reaper carrying my body

so 2013 the voices left me alone when i gave up on God and the bible completely.

the voices and all of that left me alone. then at the end of 2014 early 2015 they returned because i returned to the Lord. this time its worse and now everytime i try to sleep im getting attacked with dizzy visions of a spinning web that has a circle with 6 edges around it like the baphomet symbol.

he is now targeting john the baptist and even speaking against jesus baptism and the gift of tongues

Larry, All young Christians that do not know about their "authority" they have in Christ, are prime targets for Satan and all of his wicked spirits. The last place the Devil wants you to be is in the spiritual relm, where you have total authority over him. Fear is his main trick to keep you out. I have had similar thoughts and problems when I was young in the Lord. I have had some pretty vile thoughts about Jesus that I would not dare share here. Fear always brings "torment". God has not given to you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. Faith is the complete opposite of fear, and it brings peace. You need to find all the scriptures that tell you your authority you have over the Devil, and begin to use the "sword" of the Spirit, which is the Word God. Speak, and confess them over your life. You are more than a conquer in Christ. Take your place along with us the Church. No weapon formed against you will prosper. Fear not and stand your ground.

 

[RJ]

then someone told me i wasnt saved because i didnt have the evidence of speaking in tongues and did not have the evidence of having the holy spirit.

That is a false teaching and a lie!

2009 i gave my life to christ

Especially, if you know the date. If you were truly saved, you know that, and you know it because that knowledge is a gift from God...no tongues, no water, nothing else: he knocked- you opened- you invited him in- he came in and you were saved. You had a change in conscience toward God, you repented, and you became a new person....you know that, don't let anyone tell you different! The devil will always try to attack you when you become weak; when he does, go back to that date that you first believe and I promise he will go away with his tail between his legs!

speaking against jesus baptism and the gift of tongues

Tongues is a gift; that's all. Tongues has nothing to do with your salvation! If you are around people or a church that says that, leave immediately and find a new Church!

 

[amadeus2]

Praying for you Larry!

 

[Brad Huber]

If the evil spirits are attacking John the baptist in their speaking to you, perhaps they dont want you to be baptized, and want you to find fault with him and his baptism. Do just the opposite, first join another church, the one you attended is corrupted badly. Ask the pastor to baptize you as soon as possible. What kind of churches are in your area, perhaps we can better direct you away from the worse ones? Glad to pray for you!!

 

[LarryCanary83]

Hello. thank you all for the reply. when this first happened i was very fearful thinking i blasphemed the holy spirit. but once the voices left me alone after i stopped reading the bible then i knew it was from satan

 

[RJ]

Hello. thank you all for the reply. when this first happened i was very fearful thinking i blasphemed the holy spirit. but once the voices left me alone after i stopped reading the bible then i knew it was from satan

A result of being "Born Again" means that Christ is in you. The Bible says a house divided can not stand.So, with him in you there is no place the Devil. Also, with him in you, there is nothing outside of you that can harm you!

 

[Ophel]

Larry, have you had some experience with the occult in your life, even as a child? How about a Ouija board?

 

[LarryCanary83]

Larry, have you had some experience with the occult in your life, even as a child? How about a Ouija board?

Yes. Back in 2003, I played with one and at the time I didnt know what it was about. It was me and five other people

I also use to Also have my Palm Read. Talked too Psychics and also Tarot card readings

 

[Ophel]

Yes. Back in 2003, I played with one and at the time I didnt know what it was about. It was me and five other people

I also use to Also have my Palm Read. Talked too Psychics and also Tarot card readings

Well, Larry, I believed when I read your post that must have been the case. You have been suffering from the impact of those dalliances with evil. These things serve as a gateway to the demonic in our lives. They have been given rights y you to affect your life, and you need to revoke those rights in order to be free of the bondage they have placed you in. You can shut the door on these powers by telling them to leave you alone in the name of Jesus Christ---out loud.

I highly recommend you get this book!

 

[LarryCanary83]

Well, Larry, I believed when I read your post that must have been the case. You have been suffering from the impact of those dalliances with evil. These things serve as a gateway to the demonic in our lives. They have been given rights y you to affect your life, and you need to revoke those rights in order to be free of the bondage they have placed you in. You can shut the door on these powers by telling them to leave you alone in the name of Jesus Christ---out loud.

I highly recommend you get this book!

can i find this at a christian book store?

 

[Ophel]

can i find this at a christian book store?

Yes, you sure can! I have read it and gone through his steps to freedom and so have many others I know. I also have his course on CD's that I received from his sister. Anderson has a most powerful ministry in deliverance---all bible based and spiritually in tune.

 

[Travis]

i have a story i would like to share about this because i myself have been in utter torment. 2009 i gave my life to christ and was always reading my bible and staying prayed up and always wanted to share the gospel. i would pass out Gospel tracts to people i at the time was in between churches..... and was confused about the holy spirit. this church i went too they were big on speaking in tongues but i never spoke in tongues..... so i felt out of place. then someone told me i wasnt saved because i didnt have the evidence of speaking in tongues and did not have the evidence of having the holy spirit.

I'm glad God got you out of that place.

It would be better to be completely alone than to be there.

Blessings!

Travis

 

[Br. Bear]

Greetings,

@LarryCanary83

How are you doing now?
Please write and let us know how you are.

Bless you ....><>

 

[Dave L]

i have a story i would like to share about this because i myself have been in utter torment. 2009 i gave my life to christ and was always reading my bible and staying prayed up and always wanted to share the gospel. i would pass out Gospel tracts to people i at the time was in between churches..... and was confused about the holy spirit. this church i went too they were big on speaking in tongues but i never spoke in tongues..... so i felt out of place. then someone told me i wasnt saved because i didnt have the evidence of speaking in tongues and did not have the evidence of having the holy spirit.

at that time i was starting to hear this Audible voice come and start telling me i wasnt saved. i didnt have the holy spirit. so at that time this church also was real big on the prosperity Gospel and they never really taught anything i was interested in. it was always prosperity and being rich

so one day i came across this scripture about the "Unpardonable sin" and i was always afraid to even guess what it was for fear i would commit that sin. so one day i was walking my dog and i heard this voice say something against the holy spirit and called the holy spirit "Satan" i immediatly cried and i ran home and i called and talked to my pastor. and he wasnt very helpful

he told me to repent and he hung up on me and showed no interest in my situation period. so i was up all night crying and fearing and saying how my life was over and no matter what i was going to hell. so then i heard this other voice tell me to resist the devil and he would flee from me and told me to read james4:7

anyway from 2011 to 2013 this audible voice would torment me and show me visions of jesus giving me the middle finger. and they would say jesus never died for my sins and that i should call on Allah and go to Islam. the voice would speak all kinds of blasphemies against the holy spirit.

at night i would sometimes have sleep paralysis and feel something on me but i couldnt move. the voice would say Let us come in Let us control your body. throw your bibles away.

even wanted me to Go burn down a church. the voice would mostly torment me at night and would show me visions of the grim reaper carrying my body

so 2013 the voices left me alone when i gave up on God and the bible completely.

the voices and all of that left me alone. then at the end of 2014 early 2015 they returned because i returned to the Lord. this time its worse and now everytime i try to sleep im getting attacked with dizzy visions of a spinning web that has a circle with 6 edges around it like the baphomet symbol.

he is now targeting john the baptist and even speaking against jesus baptism and the gift of tongues

I know a guy who attends a similar Church where they teach speaking in tongues is mandatory for salvation. His wife developed some mental issues and ended up dousing herself with gas and burnt herself to death. I steer clear of them. Here's more insight Religious affiliation and psychiatric disorder among Protestant baby boomers - PubMed

 

[DieAmartyr]

i have a story i would like to share about this because i myself have been in utter torment. 2009 i gave my life to christ and was always reading my bible and staying prayed up and always wanted to share the gospel. i would pass out Gospel tracts to people i at the time was in between churches..... and was confused about the holy spirit. this church i went too they were big on speaking in tongues but i never spoke in tongues..... so i felt out of place. then someone told me i wasnt saved because i didnt have the evidence of speaking in tongues and did not have the evidence of having the holy spirit.

at that time i was starting to hear this Audible voice come and start telling me i wasnt saved. i didnt have the holy spirit. so at that time this church also was real big on the prosperity Gospel and they never really taught anything i was interested in. it was always prosperity and being rich

so one day i came across this scripture about the "Unpardonable sin" and i was always afraid to even guess what it was for fear i would commit that sin. so one day i was walking my dog and i heard this voice say something against the holy spirit and called the holy spirit "Satan" i immediatly cried and i ran home and i called and talked to my pastor. and he wasnt very helpful

he told me to repent and he hung up on me and showed no interest in my situation period. so i was up all night crying and fearing and saying how my life was over and no matter what i was going to hell. so then i heard this other voice tell me to resist the devil and he would flee from me and told me to read james4:7

anyway from 2011 to 2013 this audible voice would torment me and show me visions of jesus giving me the middle finger. and they would say jesus never died for my sins and that i should call on Allah and go to Islam. the voice would speak all kinds of blasphemies against the holy spirit.

at night i would sometimes have sleep paralysis and feel something on me but i couldnt move. the voice would say Let us come in Let us control your body. throw your bibles away.

even wanted me to Go burn down a church. the voice would mostly torment me at night and would show me visions of the grim reaper carrying my body

so 2013 the voices left me alone when i gave up on God and the bible completely.

the voices and all of that left me alone. then at the end of 2014 early 2015 they returned because i returned to the Lord. this time its worse and now everytime i try to sleep im getting attacked with dizzy visions of a spinning web that has a circle with 6 edges around it like the baphomet symbol.

he is now targeting john the baptist and even speaking against jesus baptism and the gift of tongues

Are you on Christian Forums also? You have to understand that if you are a child of God, satan and his staff are going to tempt you and put all kinds of thoughts in your head to distract you. The beauty of it is that we can control what we think about. Think of being on a balcony high up on a building overlooking the city lights with the sound of cars below and the wind in your face. See? You can easily transport yourself elsewhere in your mind and think about whatever you want! Tell the negativity "In the name of Jesus Christ and with the blood of the lamb of Almighty God Begone Satan! You are not welcome here!" and go and try to be baptized.