Deep3Sheep
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- Nov 27, 2025
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Hello!
I come from atheistic family. I live and was born in Estonia. I always questioned about God since I was a little girl. Especially when family members took Gods name in vain. I heard about that you can have a personal relationship with Jesus, when I was 18. It took me 12 years to finally receive incredible experience with our Lord Jesus Christ. The overwhelming love I felt on august the first 2021 was fantastic. Jesus right away went away. I cried bitterly and promised him that I do not need anybody else. He stayed and guided me to change my own last name to the meaning in English - Cross. When I obeyed him...that was the day I got saved. I knew ever since I was little that other surname will save me. I did not know back then, it will be because of Jesus. I thought it would be the man I saw in visions, when I was younger. I met him in 2008 and in 2014 I got to know about term of Twin Flames and by all the signs he was as my Twin Flame. Actually demons are the ones who take a form of a Twin Flame...
That's a long story!
Why I am here?
It is because I hope to find here some christian friends or community, who take Jesus very seriously. Like not being lukewarm and messing with the world pleasures.
I know that for me the Holy Spirit had nudged me to avoid certain things like dying hair, watching movies, not consuming caffeine or chocolate and stuff like that.
My family thinks I am religious fanatic and crazy overall, but I take Jesus seriously and want to be filled with the Holy Spirit not tormented by demons as I were.
I hope to find likeminded people, who can relate to my story.
The fact is that I cannot attend my local church or get baptized because my family is against it and because of health reasons. But I have watched my local church online, where recently I cannot get spiritually fed. That's where I found another church, but it is from America.
Thank you for reading my introduction. Be blessed!
I come from atheistic family. I live and was born in Estonia. I always questioned about God since I was a little girl. Especially when family members took Gods name in vain. I heard about that you can have a personal relationship with Jesus, when I was 18. It took me 12 years to finally receive incredible experience with our Lord Jesus Christ. The overwhelming love I felt on august the first 2021 was fantastic. Jesus right away went away. I cried bitterly and promised him that I do not need anybody else. He stayed and guided me to change my own last name to the meaning in English - Cross. When I obeyed him...that was the day I got saved. I knew ever since I was little that other surname will save me. I did not know back then, it will be because of Jesus. I thought it would be the man I saw in visions, when I was younger. I met him in 2008 and in 2014 I got to know about term of Twin Flames and by all the signs he was as my Twin Flame. Actually demons are the ones who take a form of a Twin Flame...
That's a long story!
Why I am here?
It is because I hope to find here some christian friends or community, who take Jesus very seriously. Like not being lukewarm and messing with the world pleasures.
I know that for me the Holy Spirit had nudged me to avoid certain things like dying hair, watching movies, not consuming caffeine or chocolate and stuff like that.
My family thinks I am religious fanatic and crazy overall, but I take Jesus seriously and want to be filled with the Holy Spirit not tormented by demons as I were.
I hope to find likeminded people, who can relate to my story.
The fact is that I cannot attend my local church or get baptized because my family is against it and because of health reasons. But I have watched my local church online, where recently I cannot get spiritually fed. That's where I found another church, but it is from America.
Thank you for reading my introduction. Be blessed!
