Dear DAD, Lord God/Jesus

[this human]

You know the longer I wait the more mercy is required because of my begging for my will rather than giving thanks in patience. Because of the infliction of suffering and murder on you, the only holy and righteous human, which you withstood for our behalf our enemy has no right to continue to inflict the agony and suffering which we have permitted for ourselves upon us but since I understand that you are bound by your word, though in agony daily I will continue, as for whatever reason it appears it is your will that I do, and give you thanks in and in begging you that from this agony I am delivered. Thank you for permitting me audience in Your throne room where your mercy and grace may be obtained in my need.