Disearay

[Kaibeto]

Ask myself when it
all going to stop?

All the doubts

All the criticism

All the pain

With only 20
attempts of
suicide only
3 came close.

I look at my life
and ask God why
my life is such a mess.

Life is like a maze that
I can't not escape.

I turn

I twist

I bend

And I still can't find the
answers to my questions.

And sit still asking God why
is my life still such a mess?

I walk in darkness without
his light guiding my way.

I walk in the darkness
not knowing his love
like I use to.

My tears turn
to dust.

My prayers go
unheard.

I lost all hope
for my salvation.

 

[Sleepy]

"Ever since I first heard of your strong faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for Christians everywhere, I have never stopped thanking God for you. I pray for you constantly, asking God, the glorious Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, to give you spiritual wisdom and understanding, so that you might grow in your knowledge of God. I pray that your hearts will be flooded with light so that you can understand the wonderful future he has promised to those he called. I want you to realize what a rich and glorious inheritance he has given to his people. I pray that you will begin to understand the incredible greatness of his power for us who believe him. This is the same mighty power that raised Christ from the dead and seated him in the place of honor at God's right hand in the heavenly realms. Now he is far above any ruler or authority or power or leader or anything else in this world or in the world to come. And God has put all things under the authority of Christ, and he gave him this authority for the benefit of the church. And the church is his body; it is filled by Christ, who fills everything everywhere with his presence. (Ephesians 1:15-23 NLT).

God Bless

Love in Christ

 

[uknowme]

wow thats really great...
thanks for sharing

god bless
kara

 

[Kaibeto]

Risen

I stand here risen
from the ashes.
Free and unashamed.
I break all bonds of past
and look towards the future.
I grow stronger
I grow wiser
I finally recaptured
the peace that I have
once lost.
I see the road that
I must walk more
clearly.
I have no more
doubts.
No more regrets.
My mind is free
once again, by
the power of God
I stand.
I have risen out of
the ashes like the
phoenix new and reborn.
I praise God with a purpose
not my own anymore.
New and reborn I stand
here risen out of the ashes.

 

[Sleepy]

Wow

Amazing

Fly high and if your wing ever breaks on your journey... remember he'll fix it once more

 

[JFtheJF]

deep...

All i can say is: WOW! thatz deep...very deep...
itz a common thing for everyone too...everyone has felt that way one time or other...
u've got talent...being able to put such deep feelins into words and on paper