Doubts

[Cheryl lafferty]

Lord Heavenly Father I want say your the greatest and thanks father for allowing me to come to you in prayer and more so answering my prayers. I love you Jesus for showing me how it is to be loved and give love. I need your strength to help me defeat the demons that are telling me things that has gotten me confused and scared to even get up. My strength in prayer has never been good and I need the spirit to convict me so I learn prayer is essential in overcoming. The more I listen to the voices the further it seems I get to you. You know the things they say to me and I ask you send a spirit to me for discerning them. I'm unsure at times if it's okay or it's a trick and they have me doubting I'm alive my salvation and so much more. Help me to keep my eyes on you and the coming of you to take us home
I'm waiting on that trumpet to blow. Forgive me for entertaining witches and witchcraft when I was young and forgive me for allowing them power over me today by listening and being scared. I want to stand strong in your name as to honour you and show my adoration for you. Please bring the spirit of affirmation to me and never doubt you again in my life. I need the spirit of prayer to show me and guide me on how to come to you and what to come about. I want to give you praise and worship like no other before. You are MIGHTY and you are my Hero my all in all and I adore you very much. So teach me how to give it to you. I need to know how to be less me and more Jesus. I love you father and ppl. Need help from me and I've been to weak to help. I lack compassion for others problems. I need to be more of a friend to everyone. Forget my issues and learn to have empathy that I don't believe I have. Father I ask you to be with daddy and give him rest and assurance in his time of dying. Let him know he hasn't been forgotten and don't let the demons bother him now father I beg you, he is too weak too fight them off so let this be my number one request. He is a great dad I'm thankful for him Jesus and you for making him my father. Let him join mom and the family soon in Heaven. Better if he get well and stay with me but if he must go let it be easily painlessly without worries or doubts. Be with my son's. Dustin as he's all alone in Japan. Can you send him protection and let him k now I love and muss him. Bring him home safely to me and change his heart. Give us forgiveness please. I ask you change my Chevys heart also. He is very different then as a child. He use to adore you out loud and now he curses your name and I'm responsible for that so punish me for his actions and show him mercy. Let him find compassion in life towards others and stop talking so negative about things. Show him father the light because he's living in the dark. So am I most days and I don't want it anymore. Let my husband know I love him and allow me to give him love I never knew in loving you I want him above me to have peace in life. He's a great husband and thank you so much for him. I want to give him back the same love he gives me. Teach me to trust in him and not allow jealousy to reign in me anymore. Take the spirits of anger and vengeful ways out of me completely and replace them with kindness LOVE and patience. Jesus I need you and you healing power. Bring the Holy spirit in me screaming out of my mouth my thoughts and anywhere of me out loud I need to let Cheryl go and fill up with your spirit and grace. I love you Jesus Amen

 

[Andyindauk]

Atta-girl! Wow Cheryl, love it!!

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Dear Lord God, what a gorgeous sweet sister I have got in Cheryl - she's lovely! Thank you, thank you for her. I pray for her, pray for double blessings; make that double double blessings God.

She has an awful lot of plates spinning there, a lot of responsibility on her shoulders, so please please God give her the wisdom and character through the working of your Holy Spirit in her heart and head. Keep her close to you with your will clearly obvious to her and keep working on her so that your will and hers are closely in tune. I pray for each member of her family, a renaissance in their relationships but much more than any of that Lord God, I really really pray that you will open all their eyes so that they can see what a mega-transformation you have made to Cheryl; not just to her life, but to her herself Lord God.

While I'm at it Lord, can I please pray for my lil boy. He's doing really well but I do wish he'd respond a bit more positively to you when you're reaching out to him. Please Lord keep pushing and give me the wisdom to say the right things at the right time to make him think again.

Lord we need all this, not for me, not for Cheryl but for you and for your magnificent glory.

Amen dear God, amen.