Thanks for the response. I know this isn't the best topic to have on this forum, but I felt a need to post it anyway.
The story of Job really disturbs me. Job was a good dude and God allowed Satan to kill his children. Why would God protect me from having a false positive drug/alcohol test while on probation? It would be nice to know that I won't get one of this false positives, but they do happen. And in my case, I would be completely ruined. I can't help my paranoia. It's naturally apart of me...I always tend to fear the worse. And the internet has me scared that I could get a false positive just by using hand sanitizer among zillions of other things...I know this is hard to explain. Especially if you don't have the anxiety I have.
<TABLE style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" border=0 cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=420 bgColor=white align=left valign="top"><TBODY><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>Job was not different from a lot of Christians today. He constantly feared that God would punish him and his family because he kept thinking that his sons had sinned against God. He would get up early in the morning to offer burnt sacrifices, saying, “It may be that my sons have sinned and cursed God in their hearts.” And the Bible tells us that he did this “regularly”. (Job 1:5)</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>
</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>Job was doing something that he shouldn't have been doing, but he was at a serious disadvantage not having the Word. Job kept confessing the sins of his sons and kept fearing that something terrible would happen to him and his family. In fact, his sin-consciousness didn’t just produce fear, the Bible tells us that he “greatly feared”. (Job 3:25)</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>
</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>It is important that we understand that it was Job’s sin-consciousness that opened the door to Satan. His preoccupation with sins that his family may have committed gave Satan the opportunity to bring death and destruction into his life. God had a hedge of protection around Job. But when he started being sin-conscious and having a fearful expectation of judgment, the hedge was removed and Satan could attack him. (Job 1:9–12)</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>
</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>My friend don't concerned about the devil or any of your failings and what he'll do. The devil can't do as much as Christians think he can do. if you have sinned, don’t say, “I have failed again. I deserve to be punished by God or the devil is going to get me.” Know that you already have forgiveness of sins because Jesus was punished and condemned in your place! (Ephesians 1:7) So say, “I am the righteousness of God in Christ. Jesus, You are my holiness and perfection.” (1 Corinthians 1:30; 2 Corinthians 5:21) Know that with God on your side, who can be against you. Trust God for your protection and rest knowing that He will insure that no funny business happens down at the lab.</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>
</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>We must be mindful of what we believe and say regularly because “death and life are in the power of the tongue”. So when you hear of a deadly virus taking many lives, don’t say, “I’m next because I have not been a good Christian!” Instead, say, “Jesus, You are my righteousness and protection. Surely You shall deliver me from the snare of the fowler and from the perilous pestilence!” (Psalm 91:3) Apply thisn example for anything in your life.</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>
</TD></TR><TR style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none"><TD style="BORDER-BOTTOM-STYLE: none; LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em; BORDER-RIGHT-STYLE: none; FONT-FAMILY: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; BORDER-TOP-STYLE: none; FONT-SIZE: 12px; BORDER-LEFT-STYLE: none" bgColor=white>Brother this kind of believing and confessing not only please God, but it also shuts the door on Satan so that he cannot make any inroad into your life! Don't give him any way of getting in. And beware of Christians telling you that God made a deal with the devil and allowed Job to be taken down by the devil. The devil is not someone of his word. And God is not a fool. The devil is a liar, a thief, a murderer and a destroyer. If something is being robbed from your life, God isn't doing it! Jesus came to bring life and life more abundantly. I too once believed that God made some kind of deal with the devil to harm Job. But I was very ignorant of the Word. I was victimized by erroneous and legalistic teaching. God will bail you out of any mess in life. Ask Him to and believe for it. And learn to be led by the Holy Spirit so you don't repeat your mistakes. God is your father and you are His son. He will pull you out of the ditch and protect you. If that devil starts talking in your ear, resist him and give him a good kick in Jesus' name. You are seated with Jesus, far above these dumb demonic powers. Don't play their game. Jesus defeated them already. The only fight you have to fight is the good fight of faith. That's it!</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>