Holly Hobbie
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- Dec 6, 2008
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Please pray for me I. have been under so many attacks from Satan and am currently going through something major in my life. While I am seeing a pastor and getting biblically sound advice for these (some serious ) issues. I have also allowed the Holy Spirit to convict me and open up my heart to his will on these matters and God in return has renewed and refined my compassion towards some ladies I am currently in daily contact with that are in simular situations and even some worse than I can ever articulate let alone understand.
It is and has gotton to the point where I litteraly am finding myself weeping a sorrowful weep for some of these ladies.
I get so involved that i sometimes forget I am hurting too.
Satan tries to tell me I am useless to them .....many who are rejecting my faith in God because of their pain and belief that God is at fault for their suffering ...a few are open but can't get beyond self blame.
I refuse to accept that I am useless as long as I am letting God take control of my situations as well ,but satan has been trying to feast on my mind with thoughts of my own self destruction every time I turn around lately mosty because I am trying to do what God has called and is leading me to do,
I have a calling to also go back to school and take sign language courses to hopefully one day start ministries working with special needs or deaf people as well. but right now I have some serious healing of my own to do.
I need to continue in forgiveness and love towards people in my life in spite of the anger I sometimes feel towards them
It is and has gotton to the point where I litteraly am finding myself weeping a sorrowful weep for some of these ladies.
I get so involved that i sometimes forget I am hurting too.
Satan tries to tell me I am useless to them .....many who are rejecting my faith in God because of their pain and belief that God is at fault for their suffering ...a few are open but can't get beyond self blame.
I refuse to accept that I am useless as long as I am letting God take control of my situations as well ,but satan has been trying to feast on my mind with thoughts of my own self destruction every time I turn around lately mosty because I am trying to do what God has called and is leading me to do,
I have a calling to also go back to school and take sign language courses to hopefully one day start ministries working with special needs or deaf people as well. but right now I have some serious healing of my own to do.
I need to continue in forgiveness and love towards people in my life in spite of the anger I sometimes feel towards them