used2believe said:
Don't let my name used2believe put you off talking to me. I am a man who along time ago was a christian, although even i sometimes doubt my conversion after hearing other peoples thoughts. Through a combination of circumstances and decisions i made i gave up my salvation ( if i ever had it). I am now looking at christianity again and want to learn.
If you see me please chat, listen but more importantly offer to pray with me.
Thank you
Used-to-believe - Hello and welcome. You say you gave up your salvation. I think that that depends on how truly earnest you were when you first surrendered your life to Jesus.
I cannot judge the sincerety of your surrender. Only you and God can do that.
Jesus told the disciples (and we who follow Him today) that they would be "fishers of men" (LK 5:10). I vividly remember a teaching I heard years ago on that theme. The speaker said that when we ask Jesus to take control of our lives, we "take the bait" that has been offered (the Gospel). As a fish usually takes the bait and runs, so we also " run" back in the direction of doing our own thing, being independent of others, wanting our own way, etc. When we are finished running, we allow the line to go slack. We're too tired to fight any more. At that moment, the Divine Fisherman pulls back on His pole, sets the hook in our mouth so that we no longer have a chance to throw it, and reels us into The Body of Christ.
When I was approximately thirteen years of age, I gave my life to the Lord. I was really sincere at that moment. But, it wasn't long before the works of the devil resurfaced in my life and I pulled away from God. When I was 46 and a very active alcoholic, God pulled back on the pole, set the hook in my mouth, reeled me in and I fell in love with Him.
Though I don't know you, I have a feeling that my story parallels yours. Think about it.
I believe that, spiritually, you are worn out; you've stopped fighting. And now the Divine Fisherman is bringing you in to join the Body of Christ permanently.
"I am the Good Shepherd. I know my own sheep and they know Me. just as my Father knows Me and I know My Father (intimately)." (John 10:14).
I hope to meet you in live chat soon.
God bless you.