jbpichu
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I had shared a shorter testimony, but I feel it is time that I share my full testimony. Brace yourselves 
Anyways, as I said before I was twelve years old when I thought I accepted Christ. However, for the next six years I was not living the Christian life. I was involved with lust, gossiping, pornography, and got interested in wicca (never actually practiced it though). Within four years, I thought I was homosexual and started living the life. I was lusting and fantasizing; I was on a path of destruction and demonic bondage. A year ago, however, the Lord revealed how much He loved me. One day (I believe) He sent an angel, who basically knocked some sense into my fooled head. One thing I learned was that God sends His angels in the form that is most comfortable for you. Obviously if an angel had just appeared in my living room, I would have most likely fainted or would have been committed lol. I was on Yahoo, and looking back, they were on every single day when I was on until that day when I officially accepted Christ. One day I remember telling them "I will not allow satan to have my soul; he will not control me again." And at church was when I officially repented. I remember after being prayed over by a laypastor, after about five minutes of continuous prayer this wind blew right by me (which was wierd, because no windows or doors were open; the air conditioner was on, but this wind wasn't cold) and as soon as the wind blew right by me, that voice said "My child, I have forgiven you."
This is a message to anyone who knows homosexuals or if you are trying to come out of the lifestyle: it is all worth it. I am more free now than I was in the past. I am no longer under satan's bondage and am no longer living a lifestyle that would have degraded my body physically and would have caused me to contract HIV or some other fatal STD.
I praise Jesus, because He absolutely broken down every stronghold I had within me, and has completely freed me from this lifestyle (I have been met with severe opposition, but I just tell them "Jesus changed me.") If there were any evil spirits within me, He drove them out when I repented and I am now living for Him. I will not allow satan to control me again. Sure, I get tempted, but I just rebuke Satan by claiming the blood of Jesus. Evil spirits may try to resist the name of Jesus, but they cannot resist the blood of Jesus.
Anyways, as I said before I was twelve years old when I thought I accepted Christ. However, for the next six years I was not living the Christian life. I was involved with lust, gossiping, pornography, and got interested in wicca (never actually practiced it though). Within four years, I thought I was homosexual and started living the life. I was lusting and fantasizing; I was on a path of destruction and demonic bondage. A year ago, however, the Lord revealed how much He loved me. One day (I believe) He sent an angel, who basically knocked some sense into my fooled head. One thing I learned was that God sends His angels in the form that is most comfortable for you. Obviously if an angel had just appeared in my living room, I would have most likely fainted or would have been committed lol. I was on Yahoo, and looking back, they were on every single day when I was on until that day when I officially accepted Christ. One day I remember telling them "I will not allow satan to have my soul; he will not control me again." And at church was when I officially repented. I remember after being prayed over by a laypastor, after about five minutes of continuous prayer this wind blew right by me (which was wierd, because no windows or doors were open; the air conditioner was on, but this wind wasn't cold) and as soon as the wind blew right by me, that voice said "My child, I have forgiven you."
This is a message to anyone who knows homosexuals or if you are trying to come out of the lifestyle: it is all worth it. I am more free now than I was in the past. I am no longer under satan's bondage and am no longer living a lifestyle that would have degraded my body physically and would have caused me to contract HIV or some other fatal STD.
I praise Jesus, because He absolutely broken down every stronghold I had within me, and has completely freed me from this lifestyle (I have been met with severe opposition, but I just tell them "Jesus changed me.") If there were any evil spirits within me, He drove them out when I repented and I am now living for Him. I will not allow satan to control me again. Sure, I get tempted, but I just rebuke Satan by claiming the blood of Jesus. Evil spirits may try to resist the name of Jesus, but they cannot resist the blood of Jesus.
