I need help getting visions from god, most importantly i want to know what is his will in my life as i feel lost in life. I am in college right now but I cant focus on studies. I am addicted with adult content from childhood - Got into OCD (repeating same behavior again and again--- no drugs are working for me)
I read the BIBLE / or listen to verses yet I fall to this sin. I want GOD to be near me every time- I always pray for my sins and say LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME.
Even though Jesus is giving visions to so many people Why cant i get one that says HE is with me, and not rejected me because of my previous pagan rituals and sins I committed. I broke the very first commandment and maybe he has put clouds so that NO prayer may reach his ear. God has turned his deaf ear on me, I guess.
But i am not giving to give up on him,
May Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on us sinners. Amen
I read the BIBLE / or listen to verses yet I fall to this sin. I want GOD to be near me every time- I always pray for my sins and say LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME.
Even though Jesus is giving visions to so many people Why cant i get one that says HE is with me, and not rejected me because of my previous pagan rituals and sins I committed. I broke the very first commandment and maybe he has put clouds so that NO prayer may reach his ear. God has turned his deaf ear on me, I guess.
But i am not giving to give up on him,
May Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on us sinners. Amen