I go back and forth between God and the world I don't mean to and I want to stick with Jesus sometimes I get down because I feel like I've done to much to be forgiven I know God loves me and I want to understand that he forgives me Everytime I just feel like I fail him and I don't deserve the forgiveness the situation I live in causes me sometimes to not be faithful to God bc everyone around me has a bad attitude but I'm to young to live outside of this house so how can I keep focus on God, anyone else have this problem?