Hey sister! Welcome to TJ!
We are justified by faith, part of that is having faith that God really loves us and wants to be in relationship with us, even when we screw up really badly. Faith in what God has for us in heaven, and that God has got our souls in hand when things are rough (not our bodies, 'cos our bodies are going to rot anyway). Faith is trusting in the promises of God like you are trusting in the chair you're sitting on (well, I presume you're sitting on a chair, but you could be really cool and be sitting on a beanbag), That what God has promised will hold us up, and not give way and send us crashing to the floor, that the sacrifice that Jesus made will be enough to pardon us from a deserving eternal punishment.
Well, I hope I said something encouraging in there.
God bless,
Jazzy
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