I seem to have come under demonic attack and recently it's gotten worse I'm full of hate and anger and I curse god.Even prayed to Satan for help I feel myself slipping away.can't seem to reconnect with Christ I'm angry and full of hate.I can't seem to pray,I'm lost and don't know what to do.I just want to heavily medicate myself can anyone help me?
Greeting brother
Being angry or disappointed with God is a troubling subject for many believers, and a common one for all. So firstly understand my friend you are not on your own, and secondly it is not God's will or doing that you are where you are at this moment in time.
One thing is always very clear my friend, when a person gets angry with God, it is usually because something happened in their life, something or someone was maybe taken from them, or in my case it was sexual abuse by a vicar, there is always something that triggers the hate towards God and it can be sure it was never from God but from the devil, the enemy of souls.
Remember my friend, God Loves you, Jesus died for you, when you were Saved you became God's possession, the devil hates this, but it is Truth, now if we are God's possession, He paid the price for our sins, the devil has 'No Rights' over you.
Be assured we are praying for you brother, we also rebuke the devil in Jesus Name, put on the whole armour of God by friend, trust in the Lord not your own understanding, give God the Glory, He will set you free and you will be free indeed.
Look at what brought on these feelings of hate, God is Love, hate is the opposite of love, it must be dealt with.
May I just add here brother, if the thing or things that started the hate are to much to share on the open forum, please consider a Personal Message to
Christ4Ever or
Br. Bear who have commented above and are praying for you.
Be assured, Jesus loves you, we do too.
Jesus paid the price for our sins, we are his possession, the devil has no rights over you, none at all
1 Peter 2:9-10 (NKJV)
9 But you
are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light;
10 who once
were not a people but
are now the people of God, who had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy.
John 10:14 (NKJV)
14 I am the good shepherd; and I know My
sheep, and am known by My own.
Proverbs 3:5-6 (NKJV)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.
Ephesians 6:10-18 (NKJV)
10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might.
11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual
hosts of wickedness in the heavenly
places.
13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness,
15 and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16 above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.
17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God;
18 praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints--
You say you cannot seem to connect with Christ, you can brother, but the weight of the issues are playing on you and burdening you.
Jesus holds out his hand brother, but we have to put our hand out to, he really does want to help you.
Matthew 11:28-30 (NKJV)
28 Come to Me, all
you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
30 For My yoke
is easy and My burden is light."
Find a quiet place on your own, the closet, or anywhere with no interruptions, lay everything at the Lord's feet, we are praying in agreement with you.
Read John 15 my friend
And may the Peace of God that passeth all our understanding, keep your heart and mind in Christ Jesus, our Saviour and our Lord.
Peace be with you, Jesus loves you, we do too.
