Hi,
I hope it is ok for me to be here. I read the Bible and sometimes pray. I've read about the holy spirit but it doesn't come to me. I don't feel anything. My heart feels quite empty and I feel there is no place for me.
I'm open to being a Christian but I don't know if Jesus will come to me.
Jesus will come to any genuine and repent heart, find yourself a nice quiet room where you can be on your own without interruptions.
God tells us to go to the closet in private and pray to your Father in Heaven, talk to Him, tell Him you want to be a Christian, you want to be forgiven, you want to be saved.
Repent of all your sins, all your sins, mean it from the bottom of your heart, mean it will all your heart. Ask Jesus into your heart, tell Him you are sorry for your sins, tell Him you believe He was born of Mary by the Power of the Holy Spirit, tell Him you believe He died on the cross for your sins, for the sins of the whole world, tell Him you believe He died and three days later He rose from the dead, open your heart, with tears if necessary.
Jesus will come into your heart my friend if you pray from your heart, saying these things with your lips and believing them, but when He does believe and Trust Him, you will have become a wonderful babe in Christ, there is a lot to learn, just Trust the Lord always, you need to share with other believers because as you grow you will have question after question. You have come to the right place for help, encouragement and prayer, ask anything anytime, there are many here who can guide you.
Don't worry if you feel, I can't feel anything, don't look for sensationalism, God takes you 'as you are' then moulds you to be the person He wants you to be, the reason He moulds us is because we are sinners in need of the Living God, He has to make us repentant sinners ready to be with God. He prepares us for Heaven.
You are at the start of a wonderful journey, life will still have issues, but Jesus will always be there for you.
You say you are LostButTrying, God loves a searching heart my friend, you are honest and you are trying.
Trust Him with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, He will guide your paths.
Bless you
Jesus Loves You, we do too.