Help me Lord, o please help me!

[Princess487]

Where are you Lord? My soul is crying out to you.
I am so lost, I do not know what to do.
It’s so hard for me to live.
Many times wondering what I have to give.
I lend out my hand. I try to help others.
Some don’t accept it, for others it bothers.
What do I do? I am so confused.
I lend them my friendship but they just refuse.
I try to help people. I try to be nice.
But all people give me is despise.
I try my hardest I really do
To be honest and to serve you.
Going back to Samantha, all the things she said.
And looking back at the things I did.
Some I regret, others don’t understand.
I’m so confused, I just need a hand.
I worry too much; I know it’s not good.
I just wonder how many others before me have stood.
I have a tough life. That I do get.
I know there’s a mission, but I sometimes forget.
There’s a reason for everything. That I do know.
But there are some things I just can’t let go.
I know it’s hard but I don’t make it easy.
But lately, for some reason my stomach’s been queasy.
I don’t know what’s wrong, but I feel really sick.
I want to go barf and get it out quick.
But that will not help, it won’t go away.
Why am I tormented? Why does it stay?
I want to let go, but for some reason I don’t.
Something inside me don’t let me, I won’t.
I don’t know what’s wrong. Will someone please help?
All I can do is ask for some help.

-Tanya Maksimov-

 

[burgeon]

Jesus is Lord!

Hi, Tanya!

You are good at writing poems. Is this how you feel today?

Your Sister in Christ,
Dr. Bon Vie

 

[peeps]

Here is my hand. . .take it or leave it. . .
your caught here in TJ . . .you better believe it

 

[Princess487]

Thanks peeps and burgeon. Yes that is how i felt when i wrote it. I dont know what was wrong with me. I need help though. thanks so much peeps. i'm taking ur hand God bless,
Tanya

 

[burgeon]

Jesus is Lord!

Yes that is how i felt when i wrote it. I dont know what was wrong with me. I need help though. Tanya

Hi, Tanya!

Is there something I can do to help you? I have felt the way you expressed yourself in your poem. You are not alone.

You appear to have a BIG heart! Be at peace. The Lord is with you.

"Sing to him, sing psalms to Him; Talk of all His wondrous works! Glory in His holy name; Let the hearts of those rejoice who seek the Lord" (Psalm 105: 2,3, NKJ)!

Your Sister in Christ,
Dr. Bon Vie

 

[Princess487]

hello burgeon, thanks so much. I dont even know what i need help with. that's how lost i am. I'm not even sure i need help. it's really weird. but I am having lots of problems. but whatever, God is by my side, u want to know, send me a pm, with your email on it and I'll let you know. God bless you . love ya, Tanya

 

[burgeon]

Jesus is Lord!

hello burgeon, thanks so much. I dont even know what i need help with. that's how lost i am. I'm not even sure i need help. it's really weird. but I am having lots of problems. but whatever, God is by my side, u want to know, send me a pm, with your email on it and I'll let you know. God bless you . love ya, Tanya

Hi, Tayna

Please forgive my tardy response to your post quoted above, I just read it today.

Click on my signature below, and then click on the e-mail.

I look forward to hearing from you, soon.

Your are precious.

Your Sister in Christ,
Dr. Bon Vie/"Sylvia"

 

[sunset89]

hi tanya...
well thats really super what u wrote...i guess u really wrote that from ur heart...
and i can relate to somethings...and if u ever need someone to talk to im always there for u....
luv ya..
kara