help me please!

[pray for me]

Hi,
I have asked Jesus to forgive me and come into my heart 3 years ago. I still feel so lost. I didn't grow up in church and I feel so guilty for that. I read my bible and ask God to help me. I don't know if I am trying to learn it all too fast or if God is really the one having me to seek Him. I am so depressed over this. I cry out to God to show me and to help me. I feel guilty for even trying to get to know Him. What should I do? One day I feel happy and the next, its like so many doubts come to my mind. Am I supposed to keep on seeking Him and praying? I don't want to give up! I have come to far to give up now! Has anyone else felt this way or is it just me? I am desperate! I don't want to die in my sin and go to hell !! My preacher passed away almost 2 years ago and I feel as though I don't have anyone to talk to. We have a new preacher, but its not the same for some reason. I am afraid I will be judged. What should I do? Please pray for me..If you feel as if God gives you a word for me, please tell me! Help me..O' Lord please help me!

 

[momof2]

I fell the same way as well. I was saved years ago, but now I feel as if something is missing. At church when people sing most people cry and really get emotional but i do not, i do not follow as i should maybe that is why but i have doubts all the time and that to me is a sin, i should trust God all the time and let go all my worries and doubts to him. I will pray for you please pray for me as well!!