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[calluna]

I need extra prayer help. I am under spiritual attack. Fear has struck me again. I need help.
I am fighting this with all my might, calling Jesus, I know He is with me.
My husband is away, this has happened before. It happens usually at night I am paralyzed by fear. I hear things, see things. God help me.
I have found psalm 91, my friend printed it out for me. Thank you ...
a few years back, my husband was away and bizarre thing happened, my house was under attack by a drive by shooting. God protected us no one was hurt. Other things happen, car breaking down, things in the home break.another time my husband went away, my older son got into heaps of trouble, arrested. Just crazy stuff happened.
Now I am on my own again, During the day, I seem to be ok, but at night, it is bad. I am really tired. Its hard to sleep. I imagine things, I know they are not true, but the thoughts come, I see shadows, imaginings, I am scared to close my eyes. I am having trouble fighting this I need prayer warriors, just knowing I have others praying for myself and son protection and my sanity .I feel like I am going crazy.
I shouted at the devil to get out of my house in the name of Jesus! He leaves but returns. what do I do? why does this happen?
ok psalm 91 I am reading it. calluna

 

[Gideon]

God has not given us a Spirit of fear, calluna. Just keep confessing God's word. Know that you are under God's protection and His angels encamps around you. You are covered by the Blood of Jesus. Satan shreiks when he sees the Blood of Jesus.
Fear is not from God. Rebuke the fear. Feed your system with faith. Read God's word. Confess it. Memorise it. Meditate on it. Pray without ceasing.

I am praying for you. God loves you. He is always with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Even though you walk through the valley of death.... fear no evil.
"For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me."

 

[Solo]

Calluna,
Gideon has given good counsel, and you have done exactly correct by standing in the might of God, and going to his Word. Continue in your "growing" period whereby you will bring glory to the Lord. Each of us is growing in the area of spiritual maturity, and as we take those steps, God is there to help us. Do not fear; God is with you, and if God is with you; who can be against you?

31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? Romans 8:31

Continue as you are doing. Seek the Lord for his power, and rest in knowing that he is fighting the fight. Put on the whole armour of God, and know that you have overcome the world by His work on calvary. Jesus has defeated the enemy, and the enemy can only rant and rave; he cannot penetrate the armour of God.

10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. 11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; Ephesians 6:10-17

Know that God battles our enemies; therefore, be not afraid. Fear has no power over the children of God, and faith in Jesus Christ quenches the fiery darts of the enemy. God will continue to guide you into his truth day in and day out; and you will know the truth and it will set you free.

1 When thou goest out to battle against thine enemies, and seest horses, and chariots, and a people more than thou, be not afraid of them: for the LORD thy God is with thee, which brought thee up out of the land of Egypt. 2 And it shall be, when ye are come nigh unto the battle, that the priest shall approach and speak unto the people, 3 And shall say unto them, Hear, O Israel, ye approach this day unto battle against your enemies: let not your hearts faint, F61 fear not, and do not tremble, neither be ye terrified because of them; 4 For the LORD your God is he that goeth with you, to fight for you against your enemies, to save you. Deuteronomy 20:1-4

 

[greyfeather]

Calluna,
I can not give you any better counsel then Gideon , and Solo have. But I will keep you and your son in my prayers.

 

[Dreamer]

You are in my prayers as well.

Love,
Dreamer

 

[Snowrose]

Hi Calluna,

You are always in my prayers. I myself suffered from panic attacks and at times fear of being alone. Just as Gideon & Solo has said you are doing the right thing by leaning on Jesus and claiming His promises.

You'll be ok dear one. We'll be praying for you. God bless.

Love Snowrose.

 

[calluna]

When I ask for help here at TJ, I receive help, and I am so thankful for your love, counsel and prayers. You guys Rock! I have to tell you that was the roughest night I have had in a long time, months and months.

Praise the Lord I came through it, I am here and alive!!!!!!!

Also, I did ask the question to why I was being under attack while my husband was away. Well, God told me and I have the answer . That sneaky devil was trying to make me believe that when my husband is away.. I am all alone and unprotected and bad things are going to happen.

Whoa! Hold on :lightbulb flash! I told the devil straight.. Yes well, my husband is quite the man but that is all he is, he's just still a man...I am never alone I have God Almighty, I have the power of the Holy Spirit in me, God's power is more powerful than any man, anything and especially you, so you may aswell go and leave, 'cuz I'm not gonna give up!

Praise Jesus, God is awesome, this felt so great....and guess what last couple of nights I have slept so soundly and peaceful.

Calluna

 

[Snowrose]

Amen Calluna! It is so wonderful to hear your praise report. Jesus is our rock and our strength! Oh how I praise His Name.

It is so funny I was just thinking at this moment that every battle has been won by what Jesus has done for us. We have the victory through Jesus Christ. Doesn't it want you shout for joy.

Love,
Snowrose

 

[sunshine307]

Amen calluna. Sorry I didn't notice this before. You tell it like it is sister. Praise the Lord for what He has shown you. Isn't He just an awesome God.

Amen snowrose I'm shouting for joy with you right now. Hallelujah.

As jiggyfly says - Jesus is Lord and there's nothing you can do about it. Glory to God.

 

[andrewnicholas]

May God reach out to you and constantly reassure you through His love. I read the Prayer of Jabez each day following a recommendation here on Talk Jesus.It is so simple yet says so vety much and reminfs us of God's enduring love for us.

Nicholas.

 

[Sleepy]

Wow Calluna

A victorious testimony. You rest peacefully in God's cupped hands and:boy_hug: He always cradles you.:boy_hug:

Blessings