There are lots of things in this life that we go through Scott, sometimes fear gets in the way, but we shouldn't and must not let it.
Do you know 'Fear Not' comes up 331 times in the KJV Bible, 331 times God says 'Fear Not' Sound like a clear message to us all my friend.
Give God all your concerns, pour out your heart to Him in Faith. He knows your heart my friend and will supply in time in His way.
Allow me to share briefly something I have shared in more detail in the past. When I came through in Faith, after a long battle I can surely say, there was a spiritual battle at home that almost cost me my marriage and my children. I stopped going to the church/fellowship I was part of to try ease matters, but they continued because my faith never dwindled. I prayed before hand, I prayed afterwards, I continued to pray and pour my heart out to God through Jesus. One day, during my working day I went to a house I had not been to before, I surveyed the things I was there for, then headed for the front door. The man of the house came to the front door with me, as I stood outside on the step he said to me, you got problems haven't you, then he said, are you a Christian? I was shocked at first how he know I had troubles, I was surprised when he said are you a Christian, but I said yes. He and his wife invited me back in for a chat, he told me he was a retired Pentecostal minister, and from that day for a couple of years I would call in my lunch break and have fellowship and prayers.
Now I appreciate your situation is totally different my friend, but the key to what happened is my prayers, to God through Jesus were heard, God provided for me to have fellowship and prayers, without my wife and kids knowing, it eased the tensions and although it was a long time before things were better healing had started to take place. The important part here I feel is, God answered prayers, but he doesn't always answer as we thing he will, He provides for our needs according to His riches and Glory in Heaven.
Fear not Scott, God's words not mine, fear not, God hears your prayers, He knows your heart, He loves you my friend, He will provide for your spiritual needs as He knows best. Trust in the Lord, lean not on your own understanding, He will guide your paths, He will provide for your needs, God's speed, God's timing.
Trust my friend and listen to the Lord, fear not.
Jesus loves you, we do too.