margoeli
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- Dec 29, 2014
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Hi everyone,
Been a while since I posted.
My question is about holding onto God.
I used to worry about my relationship with God (A LOT). I read the word and prayed regularly but felt at odds with God. I felt forgotten about. Through prayer and the reading of scripture, I came to the realization that I was being hard on myself and fighting for a relationship with God that I already have. I was also being pushy with God, I wanted him to show me his plan for me but I wanted it in my time, not His.
Since then ...
I stopped pushing so hard and allowed myself to have faith in the Gospel. Jesus loves me, God loves me. I am where I am at in my life for a reason and I can't expect God to show me his plan for me overnight.
A year has passed..
In ways my faith is stronger. I pray regularly but feel better about that relationship with God. My family has church every week (we live in a remote area outside of US). I can really feel God when we come together and read scripture and sing hymns and talk about the Word. In other ways I feel like I have fallen further away. I dont read the bible regularly, I read scriptures here and there. I am poorer than I've ever been and still am waiting for Gods plan..
I guess my question is...what is the best way for us to hold onto God without getting in the way of His work or on the other extreme without falling away.
Been a while since I posted.
My question is about holding onto God.
I used to worry about my relationship with God (A LOT). I read the word and prayed regularly but felt at odds with God. I felt forgotten about. Through prayer and the reading of scripture, I came to the realization that I was being hard on myself and fighting for a relationship with God that I already have. I was also being pushy with God, I wanted him to show me his plan for me but I wanted it in my time, not His.
Since then ...
I stopped pushing so hard and allowed myself to have faith in the Gospel. Jesus loves me, God loves me. I am where I am at in my life for a reason and I can't expect God to show me his plan for me overnight.
A year has passed..
In ways my faith is stronger. I pray regularly but feel better about that relationship with God. My family has church every week (we live in a remote area outside of US). I can really feel God when we come together and read scripture and sing hymns and talk about the Word. In other ways I feel like I have fallen further away. I dont read the bible regularly, I read scriptures here and there. I am poorer than I've ever been and still am waiting for Gods plan..
I guess my question is...what is the best way for us to hold onto God without getting in the way of His work or on the other extreme without falling away.