How can it be?

[Twistie]

It's as tho they can't see me and yet they claim they love me, but how can they claim to Love me while they sit and watch me drown?

It use to break me down every time I hear them say them words and then I realized that's what they were just word...

When we talk I hear them tell me how they r going to other states to pay to hear Joyce Myers talk how they give so much to the Christian temples all in the name of their god they do this....n apparently they get money from taxes for doing this...all in the name of their god...while they watch me drown....

It use to hurt me to my soul at one time then that pain turned the anger towards them....

N that anger was truly only hurting me because I hadda realize

Tho it was in the name of their god..

It is He WHO IS I AM that's in charge of all


Perhaps this is why I ponder so much n spend the time I do with Father

He shows me How to Love How to Forgive How to endure the world n it's pangs

Idk why but this was just laid upon my heart to share

My prayer my request that I ask

Is to b shown How to Love Him perfectly
Worship Him perfectly
and obey Him perfectly

N then I believe I will b completely complete

Twistie