How can my heart be broken but happy?

[Nomie]

Ok guys get this,
I'm in love with Jesus
but
I'm in love with a non-chrs guy
but I know I shouldn't be with him so I'm thinking of sorta discontinuing it
and
I just got back to God and so while one relationship ends another better one begins
My heart is broken
but My heart is so happy
I feel disloyal to my earthly guy and loyal to my heavenly one
I feel so happy and I'm laughing but I'm crying hard I already miss him.
I'm so confused and upset and happy, how can my heart hold so many emotions?
I never knew I could laugh and cry at the same time, lol.
I don't want to mess up my spirit or my life.
Please don't judge me that's for Jesus to do alone....
You lot rock, don't get involved with non-chrs's, or you'll end up a walking paradox like me the amazing laughing crying girl!

 

[alicia_charne]

Ha ha.. Ja I been there before.. Well its your desires fighting with your spirits desires. Gal 5 :16+17Gal 5:16 I say, then, Walk in the Spirit and you shall not fulfill the lusts of the flesh.
Gal 5:17 For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh. And these are contrary to one another; lest whatever you may will, these things you do

 

[j4jh]

i have wrote a replay few days ago but before ifinshed my computer broke . anyway i cant remember every thing but still listen. stay with christ. i also feel love for non christian girls here sometimes. but i prefer to think and wait. maybe its just lust sometimes or mixed emotions. ask from christ to help and guide you dun worry the write dude will come.