How could I lack faith in he that is always faithful and unchanging?
I’m all alone, it’s clear to see
These painful thoughts are killing me
Consumed by fear and pain
My heart will never be the same
Busy nights out, crowded rooms
Work running smoothly but feelings of doom
What is today, a fast paced life
Tomorrow the fears of anguish and strife
To love is to lose
Here pain you do choose
To cut off dulls the feeling
But you’ll be alone and not healing
Bitterness will grow and isolation cut deep
For what you sow is what you shall reap
Calling out, crying
Feeling numb inside, I fear my soul is dying.
I call out oh God please save me
My thirst drying up would you agree?
And fear of your judgement is pulling me down
The pain you did suffer by thorns on that crown
How dare I feel sorry!
How can I be sad?
But the pain and the worry
Is turning me bad…
A prayer
Forgive me Jesus for I know I am blessed and I am not worthy of your love.
A petulant child instead of an obedient servant. I am self indulgent.
Thank you for all the good times even in the hard times that I’m blessed with daily x
Please save me from pits of despair and build me up from this to share.
For I’m not alone
You are here with me now
There’s a plan to this journey
Thank you for never leaving me even when I stamp my feet.
For being strong where I am weak.
Faith in your awesome splendour should seem so easy
Yet I still stumble and place my faith in much lesser things. Thank you for your protection x x Amen
I’m all alone, it’s clear to see
These painful thoughts are killing me
Consumed by fear and pain
My heart will never be the same
Busy nights out, crowded rooms
Work running smoothly but feelings of doom
What is today, a fast paced life
Tomorrow the fears of anguish and strife
To love is to lose
Here pain you do choose
To cut off dulls the feeling
But you’ll be alone and not healing
Bitterness will grow and isolation cut deep
For what you sow is what you shall reap
Calling out, crying
Feeling numb inside, I fear my soul is dying.
I call out oh God please save me
My thirst drying up would you agree?
And fear of your judgement is pulling me down
The pain you did suffer by thorns on that crown
How dare I feel sorry!
How can I be sad?
But the pain and the worry
Is turning me bad…
A prayer
Forgive me Jesus for I know I am blessed and I am not worthy of your love.
A petulant child instead of an obedient servant. I am self indulgent.
Thank you for all the good times even in the hard times that I’m blessed with daily x
Please save me from pits of despair and build me up from this to share.
For I’m not alone
You are here with me now
There’s a plan to this journey
Thank you for never leaving me even when I stamp my feet.
For being strong where I am weak.
Faith in your awesome splendour should seem so easy
Yet I still stumble and place my faith in much lesser things. Thank you for your protection x x Amen
Amen 
