I was brought up in a Christian home. Brought to Sunday School and church all the time. I had a 'wonderful' head knowledge of God / Bible / salvation / all of it. The first year I was able to go to church camp - - everyone went to church camp from all over the area. Clear lake, Iowa. Conference grounds -- a big place. The counselor was asking all of us when and how we got saved. The hour was over before my turn came. I knew I'd never done that but wasn't about to admit it. Turns out that one of the other girls Did go to the counselor and Did accept Christ. And I remember thinking that I could have done that. So then it was how many had been baptized. None of them had --so we went forward as a group that next Sunday and was baptized in a couple of weeks. I was going along with the group -- got Baptized. The Next summer my sister was getting married so I couldn't go. Those same kids went and came back saying that they Thought they were saved, but realized that previous week that they Weren't. Hmmm -- so they went forward to be re-baptized. Well -- in the meantime - pastor had led those girls to the Lord. Pastor had assured us from the pulpit that If a person isn't sure of their salvation -- too Make sure -- right where you are 'now'. so I bowed my head and talked to God about it. Thanked Him For His salvation and wow -- what a peace came upon me. No doubt at all. He assured us that no one had to walk an aisle to get saved. I was scared to walk that aisle -- it was a Big/ huge church. To walk down that aisle from Way up on the side balcony was too much for me to 'do'. I fought conviction like Crazy.
Well -- so - Now I Was really saved and felt led to be re-baptized , too. So -- I was sitting in the second row from the front and just had to slip from one row too the front row. Pastor came over immediately. And I , along with several others were baptized the 2nd time. This time it was in the intended order. Salvation 1st and then baptism.
My belief had to go from my Head to my Heart. Just like everyone else. Growing up in a good, Bible-teaching church does NOT automatically make a person a Christian. I was about 14 yrs. old at the time. It was a Wednesday night at church.