Dear My Brothers and sisters support me in prayer.....how to me very heavy can find rest and it is very strongly hurt my health. I cannot will reconcile that has occured in my life and to accept that has occured how I consider, that Daddy (God)has acted with me Very strictly and punishment closes to me heart for belief and light ahead I do not see and almost any more I do not pray, how I can not understand, FOR, THAT SO is Hurt me also a gleam I do not see in the life and though what that of hope.....