Not all gospels are equal. You believe and live a LGBQT friendly gospel and go to an LGBQT accepting church.
That may be a feel good thing for you (and Lee) but if your relationship with the God of salvation is wrong then God does not 'hear' your prayers.
Especially if in your inner self you really do not want Him to change you.
A double-minded person before God receives little in the way of answered prayer.
Romans 12:1 I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.
2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.