Joshg21
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im a guy who likes to game, i dont play games that have anything to do with magic witchcraft or any sort of unchristian behavior
but lately every time i play my favorite games (cod warzone, Battlefield, world of tanks) something bad happens and makes me feel guilty about playing them. It makes me feel like Gods letting bad things happen because of what im playing( i know it sounds weird but bear with me) im a really paranoid person so when bad things start happening, i automatically attribute it to the most likely thing as i dont really do anything that i feel guilty about or any "major" sins. Ive been playing video games since i was like 10 and nothing like this has ever happened before.
Now im really depressed cause i want to play these games and i used to enjoy them alot, but because of this gulty feeling, i promised God i wouldn't play most of the games that i used to enjoy, but now im depressed cause all my friends want me to play with them but i cant cause i feel like God is going to hurt me or let something terrrible happen to me in some way if i go back on my promise
let me know what you think im very open to suggestions
but lately every time i play my favorite games (cod warzone, Battlefield, world of tanks) something bad happens and makes me feel guilty about playing them. It makes me feel like Gods letting bad things happen because of what im playing( i know it sounds weird but bear with me) im a really paranoid person so when bad things start happening, i automatically attribute it to the most likely thing as i dont really do anything that i feel guilty about or any "major" sins. Ive been playing video games since i was like 10 and nothing like this has ever happened before.
Now im really depressed cause i want to play these games and i used to enjoy them alot, but because of this gulty feeling, i promised God i wouldn't play most of the games that i used to enjoy, but now im depressed cause all my friends want me to play with them but i cant cause i feel like God is going to hurt me or let something terrrible happen to me in some way if i go back on my promise
let me know what you think im very open to suggestions