Say a prayer for me had an accident on the motorcycle my brother Dave(who passed away in Oct 2018) gave me. I actually put it up for sale today and then took it out for a ride and had the accident. It was on the road just outside my apt. as I was returning home, so I was going slow. But its a big bike and I and the bike went down hard. I spent a few hours in Emerge, nothing broken but I'm banged up pretty good. Be off work probably a month. The bike has damage as well so the sale is off, seems I never get a break.
I barely make it week to week finance wise and I was really looking forward to the money that the sale of this motorcycle around $4000. To actually post it for sale today and being excited for it's sale and then have this accident, virtually about an hour later is almost too much to take.
God does not shine on me and many times I feel like I'm cursed by Him.
I have so little and for this to be taken away from me, is seriously depressing. I thought God only allowed what we can handle, well I can't handle this situation. My hands are actually sore while I type this from the accident. I know God disapproves of me but does He have to be this vengeful?
Years ago I actually gave up a full time good job in Toronto to move back East to do ministry. I gave up everything and followed Him. The pioneer church died in 6 months. I helped start another pioneer church in the middle of the bar district in my town, gave up employment prospects to do it,. Prayed everyday for it's success that died too and I was left with nothing again.
I had to leave home to look for work, leaving by aging sickly Mom to live alone, how is that God's will for me????
Where is GOD in all this misery where is God's grace, his forgiveness to ME I have FELT none.
I'm 61 in a very physical job and I have no idea how I'm going to heal from my injuries, nothing broken but very banged up.
And I need my job. I have some sick time I believe have to check work tomorrow.
This bike accident is the last straw, how GOD can be this cruel is beyond me??
God knew how important this bike sale was to me.
If your just going to give "pat" or "trite" answers please don't.
I barely make it week to week finance wise and I was really looking forward to the money that the sale of this motorcycle around $4000. To actually post it for sale today and being excited for it's sale and then have this accident, virtually about an hour later is almost too much to take.
God does not shine on me and many times I feel like I'm cursed by Him.
I have so little and for this to be taken away from me, is seriously depressing. I thought God only allowed what we can handle, well I can't handle this situation. My hands are actually sore while I type this from the accident. I know God disapproves of me but does He have to be this vengeful?
Years ago I actually gave up a full time good job in Toronto to move back East to do ministry. I gave up everything and followed Him. The pioneer church died in 6 months. I helped start another pioneer church in the middle of the bar district in my town, gave up employment prospects to do it,. Prayed everyday for it's success that died too and I was left with nothing again.
I had to leave home to look for work, leaving by aging sickly Mom to live alone, how is that God's will for me????
Where is GOD in all this misery where is God's grace, his forgiveness to ME I have FELT none.
I'm 61 in a very physical job and I have no idea how I'm going to heal from my injuries, nothing broken but very banged up.
And I need my job. I have some sick time I believe have to check work tomorrow.
This bike accident is the last straw, how GOD can be this cruel is beyond me??
God knew how important this bike sale was to me.
If your just going to give "pat" or "trite" answers please don't.