Heather-Anne
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- Aug 22, 2005
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Ok so I was thinking last night about giving god my life and I spoke to sunshine307 and she said put it in the post. So I will.
“As I was praying, I saw a vision of the Lord, manifested in the person of someone I love very much. In the vision, I saw this person lying in bed, exhausted after a hard day's work. The Lord said to me "What do you think she would like right now? How could you bless her?" I could instantly see that a cup of hot tea and a home-cooked meal would be just as much, if not more of a blessing to her than whatever big, distant work I could conjure up to show her my love. Immediately, I could see what God was trying to show me. We are created like Him. If we appreciate a "small" gift given in love more than the fanfare of a "big" gift given in insincerity, how much more does God?
As the vision continued, I could see Jesus sitting alone by a road with people running up and down it. They were all very busy. Some were stopping and chatting with Him for a moment here and there, but as I overheard their conversations, they were mostly to inform Jesus of what they wanted from Him, or what they were going to do for Him. One man in particular ran up to him. "Oh, Jesus, I'm so excited," he cried. "I'm off to tell the world all about you!" Quickly he ran off before Jesus could say anything at all. My heart broke, as I saw Him there, sitting by Himself. Yes, He wanted to bless those people with things beyond their wildest imagination. Yes, He wanted them to find fulfilment in serving Him. But what He really wanted most of all was for those people to come and sit with Him and talk awhile...to hold His hand and look deep into His eyes...to share their dreams and sorrows, and to hear His joys and sorrows...to let Him simply give His love to them. In all their mad rush to give and get, they missed the greatest treasure of all, sitting right in front of them.”
I read this in Chads post about Christmas and it got me thinking because I don’t think I can do much for god at all but then I read this and realised that I can do small stuff. And also I knew that I could not run around like everyone and go to other countries and do amazing stuff for god but I could talk to him I think and tell him about my day and all. That I can do. So it made me look and think hmmm this is almost possible.
So then I was in live chat right? And I was feelin a bit down because I knew I needed to choose an all and scrappy was asking me some questions about stuff like my life and all and I realised that I was so tired and that I wanted to be stronger than god even because I was scared of him (a lot) and OH yeah so I went to leave at about 2:20am and I met mmd on the way out so she was asking some questions too bout why this and that and I just said ya know what? I am so tired an I cant fight god any more. So we went into the prayer room and mmd and scrappy said some prayer words for me to repeat and I did! HA! That was at 2:49 am which is now my second birthday! Ha!
Please pray tho that I don’t ever sin because I don’t want to now
So kool!
So It is weird to think that I have a family now that I am in.
Ha!
“As I was praying, I saw a vision of the Lord, manifested in the person of someone I love very much. In the vision, I saw this person lying in bed, exhausted after a hard day's work. The Lord said to me "What do you think she would like right now? How could you bless her?" I could instantly see that a cup of hot tea and a home-cooked meal would be just as much, if not more of a blessing to her than whatever big, distant work I could conjure up to show her my love. Immediately, I could see what God was trying to show me. We are created like Him. If we appreciate a "small" gift given in love more than the fanfare of a "big" gift given in insincerity, how much more does God?
As the vision continued, I could see Jesus sitting alone by a road with people running up and down it. They were all very busy. Some were stopping and chatting with Him for a moment here and there, but as I overheard their conversations, they were mostly to inform Jesus of what they wanted from Him, or what they were going to do for Him. One man in particular ran up to him. "Oh, Jesus, I'm so excited," he cried. "I'm off to tell the world all about you!" Quickly he ran off before Jesus could say anything at all. My heart broke, as I saw Him there, sitting by Himself. Yes, He wanted to bless those people with things beyond their wildest imagination. Yes, He wanted them to find fulfilment in serving Him. But what He really wanted most of all was for those people to come and sit with Him and talk awhile...to hold His hand and look deep into His eyes...to share their dreams and sorrows, and to hear His joys and sorrows...to let Him simply give His love to them. In all their mad rush to give and get, they missed the greatest treasure of all, sitting right in front of them.”
I read this in Chads post about Christmas and it got me thinking because I don’t think I can do much for god at all but then I read this and realised that I can do small stuff. And also I knew that I could not run around like everyone and go to other countries and do amazing stuff for god but I could talk to him I think and tell him about my day and all. That I can do. So it made me look and think hmmm this is almost possible.
So then I was in live chat right? And I was feelin a bit down because I knew I needed to choose an all and scrappy was asking me some questions about stuff like my life and all and I realised that I was so tired and that I wanted to be stronger than god even because I was scared of him (a lot) and OH yeah so I went to leave at about 2:20am and I met mmd on the way out so she was asking some questions too bout why this and that and I just said ya know what? I am so tired an I cant fight god any more. So we went into the prayer room and mmd and scrappy said some prayer words for me to repeat and I did! HA! That was at 2:49 am which is now my second birthday! Ha!
Please pray tho that I don’t ever sin because I don’t want to now
So kool!
So It is weird to think that I have a family now that I am in.
Ha!