Ok. I have prayed that Jesus forgive me of my sins, to come into my heart, and save me from hell. But what now? The Bible says that no one is righteous, no not one. But then we are to follow the commandments? Which ones? There are 600+ commandments? And I cannot be righteous even if I tried so do I just have faith in Jesus? And what does that mean? To have faith in Jesus? Does this mean that I just accept His gift and wait to die and have faith I’m going to heaven now? Or do I have “faith” by showing good works? What works though will make Jesus like me? I can’t be righteous so he won’t like me unless I have faith and by having faith this means I will do good works? I’m so confused. God doesn’t like humans, so He killed himself so if we accept his gift he will not kill us a second time? Please help me wrap my mind around this. I do not understand and I really want to understand very badly, but I can’t and I just ignore it.
First things first....this is awesome news you coming to Believing in Jesus Christ as your Lord & Savior!!! Alleluia!!! (Means Praise the Lord)
The next thing you need to do is go get Baptized. Because this is what your/our Lord wants!!!! (Matthew 28:19)
If you can find one. Find a solid bible believing/working/praying church. However, even then, don't stop from doing your own studies, and checking up on what you hear!!!! (2 Timothy 2:15)
Now you need if you don't already have one is a Bible. Most will direct you to the KJV, NKJV might provide word usage that you are more familiar with. Regardless of which one you are moved to get.....get one!!! More importantly use it!!!
Other Books you should think seriously about getting and the reason for this is that I've noticed that you have questions concerning what certain words mean i.e. faith etc. You'll find certain books that will come in handy when you do start to read the bible in earnest. They can be found cheaply, but also at no price online
Here's a link to a site I use, which can provide you great resources for your reading. Also, includes daily devotionals or you can even use the devotionals found here at Talk Jesus in the Forum called...yep..."Devotionals" Yep...you need to spend time talking and listening to God!
Bible Search and Study Tools - Blue Letter Bible
There you can find a Concordance, different Bible versions/translations etc. They also have a decent helps (menu bar) that you should use to help you get around.
I could go on, but I believe this is enough to get you started on an amazing journey that started at the foot of the Cross!
You have plenty of Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus here that are also willing to help. They would love to do so....even if they occasional will butt heads in trying to help!! (Rolling eyes emoji) Just realize that when that happens, it really because they Love Jesus and the Word of God!!!!!
Once again be welcome & Alleluia on coming to Jesus Christ, Brother Imsoconfused!
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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