Cancer a truly terrifying word, a name which does not do this devastating disease justice or even begin to portray the horrific damage it causes.
Jesus Christ the only other name which is truly a match for this disease.
A few months ago I received results back from what I assumed to be no more than a routine smear exam. The results however shocked me, they showed severe abnormalities.
So I went and had a repeat exam and once again this test came back with cancer written all over it. Im 25 years old and a mother, the very first thought that went through my head was “hang on im a mummy; I can’t have cancer I have a child to raise”.
Its funny how one word can completely transform your outlook on life, everything from taking my daughter to school in the morning became something I clung too, and terrified it would be soon taken from me.
I didn’t breakdown although I was close, because before I had a chance to fall to pieces, Jesus stepped in. The comfort I felt was astounding, I looked at all available options positively and felt confident nothing would slow me down, even if I wouldn’t have much longer on this earth.
Every time I felt a lump swell in my throat, I would close my eyes and feel my saviour’s hands smooth it away. Even when I was told at the age of 25 my chances of having any more children could soon be demolished as I may require a hysterectomy I felt no sorrow or loss, just comfort and strength.
So I went in to face my final exam a short while before Christmas, the results of this exam would determine, my treatment and what the steps to try ensure my survival were. I spent Christmas with as many family members as I could fit in and loved every minute of it. I didn’t dwell on what was waiting but thanked my father for what I presently had.
When I received my test results several days ago, I was shocked beyond belief, they were clear, I had gone from “your facing a hysterectomy and chemo to ahhhh were not sure why but it’s gone????”
I laughed so hard, im sure they thought I was crazy, but I knew Jesus had assured me he had this in the bag and boy did he keep his word. My Saviour demolished the thing that threatened the life of his child. What a breathtaking amazing Father I have.
Everything I needed to face this from the first step Jesus provided, the courage, the strength, the faith, Jesus gave me everything. I know there are so many other women out there going through this, but let it all go, give it to Jesus, I did and he took it all and sent it straight back to hell.
God Bless and Much Love All xoxoxoxox
Jesus Christ the only other name which is truly a match for this disease.
A few months ago I received results back from what I assumed to be no more than a routine smear exam. The results however shocked me, they showed severe abnormalities.
So I went and had a repeat exam and once again this test came back with cancer written all over it. Im 25 years old and a mother, the very first thought that went through my head was “hang on im a mummy; I can’t have cancer I have a child to raise”.
Its funny how one word can completely transform your outlook on life, everything from taking my daughter to school in the morning became something I clung too, and terrified it would be soon taken from me.
I didn’t breakdown although I was close, because before I had a chance to fall to pieces, Jesus stepped in. The comfort I felt was astounding, I looked at all available options positively and felt confident nothing would slow me down, even if I wouldn’t have much longer on this earth.
Every time I felt a lump swell in my throat, I would close my eyes and feel my saviour’s hands smooth it away. Even when I was told at the age of 25 my chances of having any more children could soon be demolished as I may require a hysterectomy I felt no sorrow or loss, just comfort and strength.
So I went in to face my final exam a short while before Christmas, the results of this exam would determine, my treatment and what the steps to try ensure my survival were. I spent Christmas with as many family members as I could fit in and loved every minute of it. I didn’t dwell on what was waiting but thanked my father for what I presently had.
When I received my test results several days ago, I was shocked beyond belief, they were clear, I had gone from “your facing a hysterectomy and chemo to ahhhh were not sure why but it’s gone????”
I laughed so hard, im sure they thought I was crazy, but I knew Jesus had assured me he had this in the bag and boy did he keep his word. My Saviour demolished the thing that threatened the life of his child. What a breathtaking amazing Father I have.
Everything I needed to face this from the first step Jesus provided, the courage, the strength, the faith, Jesus gave me everything. I know there are so many other women out there going through this, but let it all go, give it to Jesus, I did and he took it all and sent it straight back to hell.
God Bless and Much Love All xoxoxoxox
