Tonight I fell to my knees in awe of the Grace God has. For quite some time now, My life has been on a path not so becoming of Christ. I thought for a while now, that I'd never make it back to Him, No matter how much I thought I wanted God, It never seemed to be enough to keep me straight. For the past three nights God has worked in my life in crazy obvious and simple ways. First God revealed to me that the churches in my area are not teaching the Truth of Christ. They are manipulating the Word to make their lifestyles easier. Second, God revealed to me, that though I never thought Pride would be an issue with me, It is quite obviously my biggest problem at this moment in time. It is keeping me from going before Him and begging for forgivness and repenting of my sins. It is keeping me from the people I know that Love Christ. I blamed that on shame for the longest time now, but I realize that it is Pride. Third, God revealed Himself to me. Showed me that He is the light, and I Need to repent of my sins, pick up my cross, and follow after Him. Everyother time God has worked in my life, to reveal the sin I was not seeing, He has used other people. Well, tonight for the first time, God used me. With no one else around, and the simple quite of my home, I fell before Christ and Gave in. I have been saved for one year and eight months. In this time my life has gone from giving my everything to Christ and trusting Him with it all, to me starting to think I can do it on my own. Christ has proven to me, that I can not. And I Praise Him for reavealing all of this to me!! ThankYou Father!