I agree, to a point. I have had hands laid on me for years, I have actually had deliverence from many things, but my "chemical imbalance" remains. I have rebuked it, fasted for release from it, and many other things. Wether we want to admit it or not, sometimes we arent healed from things for a reason. Not everyone will be completely healed from everything, whether it be because of non belief, not accepting our healing, not claiming our healing, or just plain God has his reasons. I have went cold turkey off of antidepressants before, and I was so sick and dizzy, and when that finally went away, all I felt was mood swings and crying spells. I have a LONG family history of this, and unfortunately it is a genetic curse that has to be broken. Anyways, I feel the same as you.....I dont want some medicine to hinder my emotions with God and make me numb to the Holy Spirit. Now I take Wellbutrin, and I feel great, no hinderances, and I can actually cry over things that before I was just numb to. Sorry to ramble, I will pray for your release from depression and hope that all goes well for you.
God Bless