reading all these stories and testimony's makes me realize that i am truly blessed. when i was 18 months i was adopted by my aunt and uncle. they raised me, i grew up not knowing my real parents. They began telling me storied of why i was adopted i heard that my real mom abused me, i heard that she left me on the door step. they told me that my real father died when i was a baby.
So i took all this in when i was young believing that i was not wanted as a child. when i was 8 yrs old mom grandmother and adopted mom took me to see my real mom. we walked in the house she said nothing to me, she barely looked at me. my grandmother and mom thought they would leave us alone so we can spend time together that made me feel good so that i would get to know something about her, but that did not happen she stayed away from me the whole time. she went her own way.
I stayed by myself i ate by myself i was alone in a small room with no one there to talk to, i was scared. They left me there for three day alone with this stranger that i did not know. they finally came back for and we came back to Hazard where i lived at the time, i was so relieved and happy i thought that my dad, and other family members would has well but they just looked at me and walked off. After i realized that i really wasn't wanted i began staying in my room all the time did not go and play with friends i just stayed to myself.
I stayed that way up until i was 13. one day while my mom was at Bingo and my grandmother was a church, and my sisters and brothers were out of site my dad came in the house drunk and he wanted me to site down and watch tv with him. i felt really good because he never wanted anything to do with me. i laid down and he was playing with my hair, and telling me how much he loved me. then he started saying how much he loved me and he laid behind me. and he began to kiss me and telling me how much he really loved me and how special i was cause i was his little gurl. then it happened, he molested me .
This went on till i was 17. then i began staying with friends and family member. no one ever believed me, they said i was crazy and i was lying. My grandmother was the only one that believed me and she passed away before she could say anything. i started cutting when i was 13 up til 19 yrs.old. when i turned 18 i moved to Michigan with my spiritual parents when i came up here i still remained cutting but thanks to people that are on this website, i have decided not to cut anymore, cause God has great plans for my life.
He has called me to work with the youth in my church and i am on the praise and worship team. although i went through all this in my life i can say that God as truly blessed me. i have given up time after time but God has taken me back and i thank him for that. i decided to give my all to God and run to him in all situations. he is the best thing that has happed to me. starting wendsday i gave up the cutting and i ran to God and have so much peace and joy in my life now. thanks for your prayers all and God Bless
So i took all this in when i was young believing that i was not wanted as a child. when i was 8 yrs old mom grandmother and adopted mom took me to see my real mom. we walked in the house she said nothing to me, she barely looked at me. my grandmother and mom thought they would leave us alone so we can spend time together that made me feel good so that i would get to know something about her, but that did not happen she stayed away from me the whole time. she went her own way.
I stayed by myself i ate by myself i was alone in a small room with no one there to talk to, i was scared. They left me there for three day alone with this stranger that i did not know. they finally came back for and we came back to Hazard where i lived at the time, i was so relieved and happy i thought that my dad, and other family members would has well but they just looked at me and walked off. After i realized that i really wasn't wanted i began staying in my room all the time did not go and play with friends i just stayed to myself.
I stayed that way up until i was 13. one day while my mom was at Bingo and my grandmother was a church, and my sisters and brothers were out of site my dad came in the house drunk and he wanted me to site down and watch tv with him. i felt really good because he never wanted anything to do with me. i laid down and he was playing with my hair, and telling me how much he loved me. then he started saying how much he loved me and he laid behind me. and he began to kiss me and telling me how much he really loved me and how special i was cause i was his little gurl. then it happened, he molested me .
This went on till i was 17. then i began staying with friends and family member. no one ever believed me, they said i was crazy and i was lying. My grandmother was the only one that believed me and she passed away before she could say anything. i started cutting when i was 13 up til 19 yrs.old. when i turned 18 i moved to Michigan with my spiritual parents when i came up here i still remained cutting but thanks to people that are on this website, i have decided not to cut anymore, cause God has great plans for my life.
He has called me to work with the youth in my church and i am on the praise and worship team. although i went through all this in my life i can say that God as truly blessed me. i have given up time after time but God has taken me back and i thank him for that. i decided to give my all to God and run to him in all situations. he is the best thing that has happed to me. starting wendsday i gave up the cutting and i ran to God and have so much peace and joy in my life now. thanks for your prayers all and God Bless
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