PearlB
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I often look back to the time I spent in hospital and I’m seeing it as a sort of retreat; a spiritual experience.
I had none of my usual things around me; no TV or PC; no Christian radio or CDs. I didn’t even have my bible or bible notes. I couldn’t eat what I wanted when I wanted and I couldn’t make myself a drink. I didn’t have my husband there to talk to and I couldn’t go outside. I only had a few basics of my life; pyjamas, slippers and dressing gown; a few toiletries and a hair brush.
The wonderful thing about it is that God has used that time to draw me closer into himself very intimately. I have felt his presence; I have known his peace which passes understanding much more deeply that I have done for a very long time.
I didn’t mind not having my things. I was content. God has shown me that it is his presence; his power that surpasses all other things and that this is what I need to live the Christian life. He is the main thing. He is what is important. He is what is vital.
When all else is stripped away God is still there. And he is clearer and he is nearer. And I have realised that this is what I truly want.
This was a time of de-cluttering. I want to stay clutter free. I want him to be as close to me as he has been during that time. I must work at it and not take it for granted.
And I have also been physically healed by his power. Praise his holy name.
I had none of my usual things around me; no TV or PC; no Christian radio or CDs. I didn’t even have my bible or bible notes. I couldn’t eat what I wanted when I wanted and I couldn’t make myself a drink. I didn’t have my husband there to talk to and I couldn’t go outside. I only had a few basics of my life; pyjamas, slippers and dressing gown; a few toiletries and a hair brush.
The wonderful thing about it is that God has used that time to draw me closer into himself very intimately. I have felt his presence; I have known his peace which passes understanding much more deeply that I have done for a very long time.
I didn’t mind not having my things. I was content. God has shown me that it is his presence; his power that surpasses all other things and that this is what I need to live the Christian life. He is the main thing. He is what is important. He is what is vital.
When all else is stripped away God is still there. And he is clearer and he is nearer. And I have realised that this is what I truly want.
This was a time of de-cluttering. I want to stay clutter free. I want him to be as close to me as he has been during that time. I must work at it and not take it for granted.
And I have also been physically healed by his power. Praise his holy name.