@Roshni Jacob
First welcome to Talk Jesus.
Second or really first. I hope and pray that Jesus Christ is the Lord and Savior of/in your life.
Thirdly, I pray that you will now see the importance of using what God has given us, to the utmost that we can, and know when we have gone as far as we can possibly go, that He will stretch out His hand and help you across the finish line. Whatever that "finish line" might be in your life.
Know that He will see you through this difficult time as well. No matter the outcome, no matter the need, our God through Jesus Christ will see you through it and provide what you really need in this life. Let God tell you who you need to be and not be defined by what the world or others say that you must be! Remember that you were made for Good Works even if you may not know what they are yet, and that He has set for you to do long before you were even born!
For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them. Ephesians 2:10
So, don't you worry!!!! You were not made to worry!!!
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; Philippians 4:6
Go before God, but not with worry about what will happen, but in "Thanksgiving" that your trust in God and He will do what is good for you and cares for you!!!
Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you. 1 Peter 5:6-7
Know that if you believe in Jesus Christ as your Savior, that you have Brothers & Sisters in Christ Jesus who are praying for you. Also, know that if you do not know Him, that we still pray for you, but more importantly that you may truly know Him as Your Lord & Savior!
With the Love of Christ Jesus.
Nick
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For whatever is born of God overcomes the world. And this is the victory that has overcome the world--our faith. 1 John 5:4