Hello... I'm new here. I've recently given up almost all social media, but I would still like to be able to talk to other Christians. I'm not even sure my thoughts will be allowed here as I am a Oneness Pentecostal. I do know that I've read many stories of those who have left Oneness Pentecostalism on this forum, but I have yet to see anyone still holding firm. Honestly, I've been a Trinitarian before, I've been to many denominational churches, and so this is not something I was born into nor taught as a young person. I was 32 when the Lord moved upon me, and this is where I've landed.
I backslid in 2011, and my husband and I stayed out of church for the most part until last year when the Lord healed me of schizoaffective disorder (which is schizophrenia and bipolar mixed together) and anxiety while sitting at my kitchen table. For the 12 years we were out of church, we did attend some non-oneness churches here and there, but I will be honest... once you are filled with His Spirit, it doesn't matter how much you try to NOT walk in the truth of the word.. the Lord will call you anyway for as long as He wills... I did not choose to be a oneness apostolic pentecostal. In fact, while we were out of church, I tried my hardest to not be. I would pray and tell God that since I'm filled with His Spirit, I really need Him to show me something different... I would open my bible to different places, and no matter what I did, it was as if He was shining a flashlight onto the pages. I would close my bible frustrated and cry because I did NOT want to walk this way. Not many do walk this way...
Since then, I've come to terms not only with where the Lord has led me, but with the fact that most Trinitarians now tell me I'm not saved and that I'm going the wrong way.. There are SO many testimonies of people who have left... but I refuse to allow church hurt, old teachings I'd received, or words of any man on this earth to keep me away from what the Lord has shown me to be true. And, if this keeps me out of forums like this, so be it. It would not be the first one I've been blocked from.
I will say this... I will always be respectful of others' beliefs. I too once believed differently. I was not "churched" as a child to begin with because my parents didn't want to for Catholicism on me. But God knew. He somehow made sure I knew His name, and it all came from that one simple word... Jesus.. Yeshua.. Salvation...
Glad to be here. I look forward to the possibilities..
I backslid in 2011, and my husband and I stayed out of church for the most part until last year when the Lord healed me of schizoaffective disorder (which is schizophrenia and bipolar mixed together) and anxiety while sitting at my kitchen table. For the 12 years we were out of church, we did attend some non-oneness churches here and there, but I will be honest... once you are filled with His Spirit, it doesn't matter how much you try to NOT walk in the truth of the word.. the Lord will call you anyway for as long as He wills... I did not choose to be a oneness apostolic pentecostal. In fact, while we were out of church, I tried my hardest to not be. I would pray and tell God that since I'm filled with His Spirit, I really need Him to show me something different... I would open my bible to different places, and no matter what I did, it was as if He was shining a flashlight onto the pages. I would close my bible frustrated and cry because I did NOT want to walk this way. Not many do walk this way...
Since then, I've come to terms not only with where the Lord has led me, but with the fact that most Trinitarians now tell me I'm not saved and that I'm going the wrong way.. There are SO many testimonies of people who have left... but I refuse to allow church hurt, old teachings I'd received, or words of any man on this earth to keep me away from what the Lord has shown me to be true. And, if this keeps me out of forums like this, so be it. It would not be the first one I've been blocked from.
I will say this... I will always be respectful of others' beliefs. I too once believed differently. I was not "churched" as a child to begin with because my parents didn't want to for Catholicism on me. But God knew. He somehow made sure I knew His name, and it all came from that one simple word... Jesus.. Yeshua.. Salvation...
Glad to be here. I look forward to the possibilities..