pray for me again please. i really don't know what to say or if i want to say anything. nov 4th was the date i set to kill myself, i don't want to die anymore but either way nov 4th is going to come and i'm scared and even right now the thoughts of wanting to die are back. they came back quick. i turn 31 on november 2nd and i feel after that day i can't go on. i can't face another day. i've been med free for 5 weeks and i'm doing good even though it doesn't seem like it. my life is full of problems i don't know how to deal with and because of those problems i'ld rather die. pray i get through this week without killing myself cause right now that is what i want to do and pray i get through nov 4th.
november 4th suicide date/ please pray
- Thread starter acuzzort
- Start date
You're very precious
“Your life is precious, because to God you are precious.”
Zephaniah 3:17
."So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10
"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, do not fear; I will help you[/B]." Isaiah 41:13
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28-29
"You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light." Psalms 18:28
Praying as you ask - absolutely
“Your life is precious, because to God you are precious.”
Zephaniah 3:17
."So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10
"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, do not fear; I will help you[/B]." Isaiah 41:13
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28-29
"You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light." Psalms 18:28
Praying as you ask - absolutely
Last edited:
I will pray for you accuzort. Its great that you are med free, and you say you are doing better, but you feel you still have lots of problems. If you feel you need help again with meds, don't hesitate to seek help, they are good to stabilize us again, if things are getting too out of hand, you know what I mean? So seek Godly wisdom in this situation. November the 4th is just another date on the calender, you do not need to be afraid of this or any other day. Call on the name of Jesus, call out His name, He is there for you. Pray, to the Lord, read your bible. Get help if necessary.
Father God, I lift up accuzort to you, Lord protect her mind from these depressing thoughts, and release her from this evil spirit of suicide, bring her back to level ground and cast out any fear in her, encourage accuzort that she can trust you Lord, that you have a future for her and that you love her so much and may she know that she is precious and is needed here on this earth. Thank you In Jesus name.
I will continue to pray for you. In Christ's love Calluna
Father God, I lift up accuzort to you, Lord protect her mind from these depressing thoughts, and release her from this evil spirit of suicide, bring her back to level ground and cast out any fear in her, encourage accuzort that she can trust you Lord, that you have a future for her and that you love her so much and may she know that she is precious and is needed here on this earth. Thank you In Jesus name.
I will continue to pray for you. In Christ's love
Calluna
Last edited:
Dreamer
Member
- Joined
- Nov 18, 2005
- Messages
- 2,134
accuzort--I have talked with you a few times and I feel that we are friends and sisters in Christ. You are a very dear person. That is why I am not afraid to be direct with you. Did you know that it is not a sin to take medicine when you need it? If you had diabetes, would you not take the prescribed medicine, if you needed it?
Which is more wrong? To dwell on death and doom? Or to abide in Christ, pray, abide in the Scriptures, and take meds for awhile that will help the chemicals in your brain (serotonin) to be built back up to normal levels. Stress, anxiety, and depression cause a lack of serotonin. Anti-depressants are not "weirdo drugs". They simply cover a lack of brain chemical from over-stress. Just because you may go on meds for awhile, does not mean you will need them for the rest of your life.
When we talked once, I confided in you that I take a mild-antidepressant. The only reason I confided in you was because I was very concerned about you. I am certainly not proud of the fact that I take meds. But I also know that it is a fact of life for me, at this time.
You said to me at that time: "Well, I am not as bad off as you." Accuzort, I don't know how bad off you think I am, but....I do not ever wake up wanting to die, or dwell on dates when I might die. I want to go on living because I live for Jesus. Jesus wants that for you too. He came to give you life, and life abundantly. You might need just a little help through medicine for awhile. That is not a shame, it is just a fact.
Love in Christ,
Jan (Dreamer0
Which is more wrong? To dwell on death and doom? Or to abide in Christ, pray, abide in the Scriptures, and take meds for awhile that will help the chemicals in your brain (serotonin) to be built back up to normal levels. Stress, anxiety, and depression cause a lack of serotonin. Anti-depressants are not "weirdo drugs". They simply cover a lack of brain chemical from over-stress. Just because you may go on meds for awhile, does not mean you will need them for the rest of your life.
When we talked once, I confided in you that I take a mild-antidepressant. The only reason I confided in you was because I was very concerned about you. I am certainly not proud of the fact that I take meds. But I also know that it is a fact of life for me, at this time.
You said to me at that time: "Well, I am not as bad off as you." Accuzort, I don't know how bad off you think I am, but....I do not ever wake up wanting to die, or dwell on dates when I might die. I want to go on living because I live for Jesus. Jesus wants that for you too. He came to give you life, and life abundantly. You might need just a little help through medicine for awhile. That is not a shame, it is just a fact.
Love in Christ,
Jan (Dreamer0
Jessica35m
Member
- Joined
- Sep 24, 2006
- Messages
- 50
Acuzzort, Please hang in there. I was there a few weeks ago, so ready to give it all up and be done with it. I started the meds and they have helped alot, talking on the boards has helped alot too. Take the meds if they helped before.
Please come back and talk if it helps you. Just take it day by day, that's what keeps me going most of the time.
Please come back and talk if it helps you. Just take it day by day, that's what keeps me going most of the time.
justsavedvince
Member
- Joined
- Jul 3, 2006
- Messages
- 90
Private message
Acuzzort, I sent you a private message.
Acuzzort, I sent you a private message.
oops sorry:embarasse silly me, the Lord knows in my heart who I am praying for though. I will still go ahead and edit the prayer though. :girl_hug: to you.:shade: Calluna
By the way April is a really pretty name. Its the month I am born aswell!
:girl_hug: to you.:shade: Calluna By the way April is a really pretty name. Its the month I am born aswell!
Last edited:
Precious sister....coming 31 and planning to take your own life?.........Whatever you may be facing.........believe me....it will soon pass away. You are in your prime dear lady, precious sister.....do not let anything distract you from that. It will not be worth it.
Looking at your photo you appear to be a lovely lady......what ever can be so bad as to be contemplating suicide? You are being deluded by the devil himself....He is a liar from the beginning, and the father of lies. Rebuke him in Jesus Name.....tell him to go back to the pit......where he belongs.....Amen?
Rise up in Jesus. Get around some Christian folks that can lift you up....
I am sure that you have a wonderful future......Take it in Jesus Name, and move forward. Enjoy life........
God Bless You
Looking at your photo you appear to be a lovely lady......what ever can be so bad as to be contemplating suicide? You are being deluded by the devil himself....He is a liar from the beginning, and the father of lies. Rebuke him in Jesus Name.....tell him to go back to the pit......where he belongs.....Amen?
Rise up in Jesus. Get around some Christian folks that can lift you up....
I am sure that you have a wonderful future......Take it in Jesus Name, and move forward. Enjoy life........
God Bless You
SpiritLedEd
Member
- Joined
- Aug 14, 2005
- Messages
- 5,315
:lightbulb
Accuzort,
Sorry I haven't been on this site to talk with you for a few days. My computer broke and I had to get a new one. I'm still praying for you and hopefully we can talk again in Live Chat.
SLE
--------------------------------------------------------------------------“Your life is precious, because to God you are precious.”
Zephaniah 3:17
."So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10
"For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, do not fear; I will help you[/B]." Isaiah 41:13
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28-29
"You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light." Psalms 18:28
Praying as you ask - absolutely
Accuzort,
Sorry I haven't been on this site to talk with you for a few days. My computer broke and I had to get a new one. I'm still praying for you and hopefully we can talk again in Live Chat.
SLE
Last edited:
SpiritLedEd
Member
- Joined
- Aug 14, 2005
- Messages
- 5,315
Re: November 4th suicide date.
Accuzort,
"Do not fear. O {April};do not let your hands hang limp. The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will trake great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." (Zeph 3:16b-17)
These aren't just nice sounding poetic words; they are truth. And when God rejoices over us, it does not mean that he rejoices over us as a group. He rejoices over us individually - "And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." (Mt 10:30-31).
The messages in both these citations are straight from the Lord to you, April. Do not let the enemy's "doubt darts" take root in your mind. "Resist the devil and he will flee from you." (Jas 4:7).
SLE
Accuzort,
"Do not fear. O {April};do not let your hands hang limp. The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will trake great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." (Zeph 3:16b-17)
These aren't just nice sounding poetic words; they are truth. And when God rejoices over us, it does not mean that he rejoices over us as a group. He rejoices over us individually - "And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." (Mt 10:30-31).
The messages in both these citations are straight from the Lord to you, April. Do not let the enemy's "doubt darts" take root in your mind. "Resist the devil and he will flee from you." (Jas 4:7).
SLE
Trending content
-
-
-
-
-
Thread 'The Myth of saying that God Loved all men in the world without exception !'
- Brightfame52
Replies: 231
