My heart feels weary
along with my spirit,
there is a change
in my life I don't like
because I can feel
it. I feel
weakened as
I am broken,
I give my hands up to you
because I live in a dark
time and nothing
I do seems to come for
the better.
I write this poem
like it is more than just a poem,
it is a Dear God letter.
I open my heart like
a door, because I know
my prayers you will never ignore.
I understand where
I fall
as I dig myself into this hole
and now
to get out has become a new
goal.
I am more than
asking for your hand
to help because I should
of listened, so now I am on my
knees begging for forgiveness
because I should have
never sinned.
I'm on my knees
begging for redemption,
hurting you
my father was
never my intention
and now I am
lost in the world's crazy suspension
while in the first place I should
of paid attention.
- Visionary
