Dear Ivy;
I am thankful to our Father that within your family you are saved, sister! This is an excellent start. Praise God for everyday you wake up to the blessings of your husband and son. Praise God for your parents. You have a family to be with everyday, Ivy!
Many are so lonely because everyday they wake up to no family nor do they have a relationship with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
You have many challenges ahead, Ivy. We all do. You are in touch with your colleagues and students and no doubt God has cultivated the seed in you for His purpose to use you to reach out to them so they too, may come to know Jesus. Like you did. It won't happen to all overnight.
It would be cool if we could reach out to 5000 at once with bread and fish.
But many times as representatives of Christ we go out there and witness and it may only happen one person at a time. Thats ok, too, Ivy.
Behaving like a saved person? You are not alone, Ivy. You and I just gotta get back on our feet, be encouraged, and press on! :shade:
Please read and meditate on 2 Timothy 4:7-8,
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award me on that day - and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for His appearing.
Ivy, we have missionaries in China if you want to make contact. You may message my account or email me anytime, sister.
Your servant in Christ Jesus.