Hello Jennifer, It is so sad, and so hard when a friendship or relationship is broken, especially one that means a lot to you.
Fear not sister, give everything to the Lord in prayer, in Jesus Name. Pour your heart out to Him, He will never leave or forsake you. Trust in the Lord Jennifer, lean not on your own understanding, give everything to Him in prayer, seek forgiveness where ever you feel you need to. Jesus holds is hands out in love, He tells us all to, come to Him all who are heavy laden with issues in out heart, give him all your concerns, all your fears, all hurting feelings, take His yoke upon you, He wants to help you, Trust Him.
Our Lord know best, he also knows hearts need to heal, and in a relationship, this includes both hearts. God's speed sister.
We join you in prayer, in agreement, for healing for you and the relationship, for peace for each of you, for the Love of God to shine through, in Jesus Name Amen
1 Peter 5:7 (NKJV)
Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
2 Corinthians 5:7 (NKJV)
For we walk by faith, not by sight.
2 Corinthians 12:9 (NKJV)
And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness."
Peace be with you sister.
Jesus loves you we do too.