I minister in song for the Lord at church, new people coming in, I am feeling faded out and useless there. I don't know what the Lord expects of me. I just want to run and can't seem to. I feel like my head is going to explode! I want to hear from God. I want to know what to do. Please pray for me for peace. I don't want to walk around and hate people. The Lord delivered me from suicide years ago. I know what God can do!!