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I traveled almost 700 miles, to return to, where I began my journey from; all because flesh and blood relation was in trouble and called upon me to come. The majority of the time, we put our own trials and faith testing's upon self, all by ourselves. The devil didn't do it, we did it because we yield to the flesh. Amen.
Three hard months, I bare with these kids, all for the sake and well being of my grand daughter. She is so little and not able to fend for herself. Upon praying about my return, I hear still voice within say, "you can save her." I didn't tarry; I hit the pavement. I knew my grand daughter was in danger, because her parents were being self centered and violent towards one another; all because they chose to make drugs, and getting high, more important then each other and their daughter.
For three months, I raised my grand daughter, while they danced with the devil. I prayed and cried out to God. I shined when God would open the door to do so; and I would be abased when I needed to be. God owns my tongue. Amen. These test and trials of my faith, at times, seemed hopeless. The devil would bring thoughts to destroy what God was restoring. Praise God, He is in control and not me; the flesh of me or the devil. Amen. I lost much sleep. I was not able to read, or fellowship with the Lord, the way I was used too. I gave myself to the needs of others and doing my best to put God first through it all. Prayer was even limited. I felt many times that God wasn't listening to me anymore. That my heart had gone astray; that my words were merely words and I spoke from the lips and my heart was far away. Amen. The devil is a liar.
I want to praise God for deliverance; yesterday, today and forever. Amen.
My son and his wife has reunited. The baby is with her parents. They are drug free and pushing on; learning from yesterday, being patient with each other today, and looking forward to tomorrow. They both have jobs. My son is being trained for his future as Plant Manager. My daughter in law is in college full time and has a part time job. And, my grand daughter is with one when the other is at work; with occasionally a baby sitting of the other g-ma. Amen. Yes, the road ahead will be rocky, at times; they know this. But, they are determined to make the best of it and not take it out on each other. My grand daughter deserves her mom and a dad. Amen. ALL of them deserves to be taught about the Lord; in Spirit and in truth; and this I shall do, God willing, that He keep me here. Amen.
Where the Lord leads, I shall follow. Amen. I praise God for deliverance. All has been restored with them and my fellowship with my Lord. I am able again to go ye into all the world. Amen. Preaching and teaching the gospel of Jesus Christ, in Spirit and in truth. Praise God. My heart is still right there in my God; as it is His heart within me that brought me through. Amen. Yes, my faith was tried, every day. And, everyday, God saw my pain, my sufferings, afflictions and persecution by my own blood relation; my only begotten son. Amen. God heard my prayers; but, I had to hold fast and believe, even though things appeared very dark and without hope. I praise God, when I was crumbling and crying in despair, He was lifting me up above the mess and giving me a little rest and a little peace; for the journey felt to be more than I could bare.
I pray this may help others in this life's affairs of what one may be going through. Amen. I encourage us all; don't you quit, don't give up on God; for He has not given up on us and will never leave nor forsake us. Amen. When we have taken on more than what seems we can bare, God will bare it with us, taking it off us and redeeming us, delivering us, out of the devils snare. Amen. God is able to bring us out of every thing we have gotten ourselves into. Amen. God is patient in longsuffering for us; now be patient in our self afflicted suffering, just a little while, for God. Amen.
All praise, glory and honor be unto God. Amen
Three hard months, I bare with these kids, all for the sake and well being of my grand daughter. She is so little and not able to fend for herself. Upon praying about my return, I hear still voice within say, "you can save her." I didn't tarry; I hit the pavement. I knew my grand daughter was in danger, because her parents were being self centered and violent towards one another; all because they chose to make drugs, and getting high, more important then each other and their daughter.
For three months, I raised my grand daughter, while they danced with the devil. I prayed and cried out to God. I shined when God would open the door to do so; and I would be abased when I needed to be. God owns my tongue. Amen. These test and trials of my faith, at times, seemed hopeless. The devil would bring thoughts to destroy what God was restoring. Praise God, He is in control and not me; the flesh of me or the devil. Amen. I lost much sleep. I was not able to read, or fellowship with the Lord, the way I was used too. I gave myself to the needs of others and doing my best to put God first through it all. Prayer was even limited. I felt many times that God wasn't listening to me anymore. That my heart had gone astray; that my words were merely words and I spoke from the lips and my heart was far away. Amen. The devil is a liar.
I want to praise God for deliverance; yesterday, today and forever. Amen.
My son and his wife has reunited. The baby is with her parents. They are drug free and pushing on; learning from yesterday, being patient with each other today, and looking forward to tomorrow. They both have jobs. My son is being trained for his future as Plant Manager. My daughter in law is in college full time and has a part time job. And, my grand daughter is with one when the other is at work; with occasionally a baby sitting of the other g-ma. Amen. Yes, the road ahead will be rocky, at times; they know this. But, they are determined to make the best of it and not take it out on each other. My grand daughter deserves her mom and a dad. Amen. ALL of them deserves to be taught about the Lord; in Spirit and in truth; and this I shall do, God willing, that He keep me here. Amen.
Where the Lord leads, I shall follow. Amen. I praise God for deliverance. All has been restored with them and my fellowship with my Lord. I am able again to go ye into all the world. Amen. Preaching and teaching the gospel of Jesus Christ, in Spirit and in truth. Praise God. My heart is still right there in my God; as it is His heart within me that brought me through. Amen. Yes, my faith was tried, every day. And, everyday, God saw my pain, my sufferings, afflictions and persecution by my own blood relation; my only begotten son. Amen. God heard my prayers; but, I had to hold fast and believe, even though things appeared very dark and without hope. I praise God, when I was crumbling and crying in despair, He was lifting me up above the mess and giving me a little rest and a little peace; for the journey felt to be more than I could bare.
I pray this may help others in this life's affairs of what one may be going through. Amen. I encourage us all; don't you quit, don't give up on God; for He has not given up on us and will never leave nor forsake us. Amen. When we have taken on more than what seems we can bare, God will bare it with us, taking it off us and redeeming us, delivering us, out of the devils snare. Amen. God is able to bring us out of every thing we have gotten ourselves into. Amen. God is patient in longsuffering for us; now be patient in our self afflicted suffering, just a little while, for God. Amen.
All praise, glory and honor be unto God. Amen
