I have a counseling meeting tomorrow at 5pm with my parents and my daughter's counselor and my sons new one. It is to get some family issues out and set up some rules and boundaries. At the one last week I was not prepared and ended up being verbally attacked by my mom (with whom I have the most trouble in my life). I have been praying all week and reading scriptures and even brought it before the church for prayer. I need strength to face this and not break down and cry, to use my wisdom and to be patient. I can't change the things I did in the past and want my mom to accept me and see I am a changed person. God has already helped me by sending me my son's new counselor and he will be there to support me and confront my mom. I just want it to go smoothly and quickly without the dragging me over my past again and again.
Thank you all and God bless- Michell
Thank you all and God bless- Michell
