Sheila johnson
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- Joined
- Oct 30, 2016
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- 15
That god will will forgive me for lying to Jared, that god will wipe the slate clean for me and him to start over with god being first so that god fix the issues at hand between us and make us stronger and better. That we do this the right way and not the wrong. That he restores our relationship and rebuilds our trust in god and our trust in each other. That he makes us forget about the horrible times we had but only remember the good times that we have and smile so that can create more amazing memories together. That he heals us and protects us and brings us closer to him than ever before. So that we can have peace and harmony and not be fighting the way that we are. I want to pray that Jared is filled with the Holy Spirit, and finds his way to god and that god changes his heart and finds his way back to me. I want to pray that god continues to use me and Jared as vessels and moves through us in perfect harmony as we are one in the same. I want to pray that Jared finds a way to to forgive me and come to me and speak to me in such a way that me and Jared don't even understand it but we know it is because of god. I pray for the supernatural blessings that we will receive separate and together and that his father his healed of diabetes, that his family is not debt, that Jared isn't in debt I am not in debt that the Holy Spirit is with us and giving us love unconditional love for us to be stronger than ever before. I want to see a super natural breakthrough for this is a test of my own faith because I am fully giving this to god and surrendering to him to fix this. I tried fixing it on my own but I just made matters worse, and even though everyone tells me this is impossible it is not impossible for god to do this. Even with the mustard seed of faith that I have right now. I repent against my sins and every wrong that I have done, that negative thoughts of wanting to kill myself, the lying, the cursing, I am in no way perfect but I'm done running from god this is the prayer and i want this to be a major part of my testimony because right now the situation seems hopeless but I am slowly finding the strength to believe that god can do the impossible things