I havent been here for awhile, because alot has happened.. June 9th, this year. I lost my nephew, whom I was very close too. He was only 19 yrs old, and he was married only 3 weeks before it happened, and he was expecting a baby. His wife is having a hard time dealing with this. My sister, feels guilty of the way she has raised him. He was a troubled child, growing up. When he was 14 he was saved. I praise the Lord for that.. But after that, he got into a group of friends that I was not to happy with, and warned him.. To watch and be careful. Well he accidentally ODed. It came as a shock to everyone.. because he was a great kid, and had a BIG heart.. for sure.. He would have done anything for anyone.. But he was a follower, and done anything what ever his friends were doing. He had told me that he was going to quit because of the baby.. But I guess, It was probally, In his mind was the last time, he was going to do anything. But I would just like for everyone to Pray for us. It is still hard for me to talk about this.. Because I still wait for him to come thru my front door with a smile on his face.. Like he always did.. I miss him, and so do my children. They thought the world of him.. He wasnt nothing but a big kid hisself.. Thank you everyone for your time. God Bless.. Suzeva