MatthewFive
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For a very long time (years in fact) I had been dealing with a lot of emotional struggle in my life, and for a very simple reason - I was ignoring God.
Sometime around the turn of this century I was living in Georgia and attended a First Assembly of God church where I had the opportunity to be baptized in the spirit of God. This changed my entire perception of the world around me and as I continued about my life, temptation and debauchery flourished in it until I came to a point where I would rather have never existed than face the problems in my life.
Not until just last night (or rather at 1:30 in the morning) I knelt beside my bed and created a pool of tears on my blanket while I reveled in the glory that is Jesus the savior, and God as my witness. This, I suppose you could say is my reawakening, my rebirth.
The title of this thread is Proverbs 1:20-33 because it means so much to me in the way I had been living my life. Ignoring the greatness of God and His will in my life caused me to grow angry and upset at the very creation He has given me. With the struggles we face in every day life, and the anger that can build up within us, sometimes it's easier to simply blame someone else and accuse others of their wrong-doings but when you finally ask of God's forgiveness and commit yourself to Jesus then everything seems to fall into place.
I didn't know where else to post this, and I guess this is my testimony. Maybe my struggles will help others understand, and maybe those who have doubts will be able to take comfort in what I've finally realized for myself to be true. God bless.
Sometime around the turn of this century I was living in Georgia and attended a First Assembly of God church where I had the opportunity to be baptized in the spirit of God. This changed my entire perception of the world around me and as I continued about my life, temptation and debauchery flourished in it until I came to a point where I would rather have never existed than face the problems in my life.
Not until just last night (or rather at 1:30 in the morning) I knelt beside my bed and created a pool of tears on my blanket while I reveled in the glory that is Jesus the savior, and God as my witness. This, I suppose you could say is my reawakening, my rebirth.
The title of this thread is Proverbs 1:20-33 because it means so much to me in the way I had been living my life. Ignoring the greatness of God and His will in my life caused me to grow angry and upset at the very creation He has given me. With the struggles we face in every day life, and the anger that can build up within us, sometimes it's easier to simply blame someone else and accuse others of their wrong-doings but when you finally ask of God's forgiveness and commit yourself to Jesus then everything seems to fall into place.
I didn't know where else to post this, and I guess this is my testimony. Maybe my struggles will help others understand, and maybe those who have doubts will be able to take comfort in what I've finally realized for myself to be true. God bless.