I have some important (to me) questions. I apologize in advance for pretty much writing a book. I'm a Christian already, don't get me wrong. But my faith hasn't been as strong as it used to be. I feel like my flame has been put out...
Question #1) How do you read the Bible? I know I'm supposed to say a prayer asking God that He shows me what He wants me to see when I'm reading, but... what am I looking for? How do people "study" the Bible? How do people find answers about life questions through it? I think it's interesting to read and everything, but I never really know what I'm personally supposed to get out of it? Other than things like the Ten Commandments that are pretty specific on what not to do, etc.
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Question #2) How do you know when the Lord is leading you to do something? Whenever I have an idea to do something, I never know if it's just my idea or if God is leading me to it. I pray about it, but I don't really feel like I get any leads?
Question #3) Talking about God's love to others.... what exactly do you say? I'm not very good at this, but I would like to be. I'm in high school. So, how do you just start a conversational about how Great our God is without scaring the other person off? I know I shouldn't be afraid of that, but the thing is, I don't want them to get weirded out and pushed farther from God. So, how do I tell them about God and have them interested to hear more and let God move in their hearts?
Question #4) Lately, I really haven't been feeling the spirit... for long periods of time, I don't feel it at all. I've felt it before enough to know for sure that I'll never doubt Him, but what about when (like now) I never feel it? When this happens, I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Like maybe I'm not dedicating myself enough, or like I'm holding something in my heart away from Him. But I remember it happening before, and I was reading the Bible like CRAZY, and I don't remember it helping much? Like I try to be kind and show God's love to others, but I still feel nothing? It will almost feel like I'm using my head instead of my heart.
Question #5) How do I keep myself on fire for Christ? Even when my friend and I were talking about God,(question #7) it felt like I was using my MIND to answer everything, and not my heart. I STILL felt nothing. I don't want to be a lukewarm Christian! I want to serve God! I want to be "a woman of Jesus's own heart." How do I do this when I feel like there's just... nothing? And I have prayed about this, but it doesn't help? I don't think there's any dark corner of my heart that I'm holding from Him. And I'm pretty sure I talk to Him like I used to, like a friend. But.... this is going to sound bad but lately when I'm praying I feel like I'm just talking to myself in my head???
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Not personal question, but just wondering kinda questions:
Question #6) I read a book recently talking about gay people. I know the Bible doesn't approve of being gay, and to hate the sin but love the sinner. And FYI, I am not gay. I just wanted to know what you guys think about the point someone made: they said a certain percent of people (I forgot the real number) in the world have been gay, and that the number has been the same for as long as we know. (This is from a book, I'm not sure at all if this is true.) Okay, let's say the book said 15% of people in the world are gay. It made the point that obviously this number cannot be hereditary, because gay people can't exactly reproduce. And since I as a woman didn't wake up one day and think "I like males," than most people probably did not wake up thinking they like the same gender. It just came automatically. So, since acting on gayness is a sin, the book is asking if God wants those 15% to never be happy. (I wasn't researching this, it was a fiction book I randomly picked off the shelf and I had no idea it would be partly about this.) I'm not sure what to think about this? I mean, I know I shouldn’t question God about that stuff, I’m just not sure what my personal opinion about this is.
Question #7) I have a friend who is Mormon. So one night we were talking, a lot about God. We were comparing Christianity to the Mormon faith, and she was telling me about things like pre-existance (which I didn't really believe, no offense if anyone does) and a place called Paradise that is separate from Heaven where we go after we die, and learn about God for those who never had the chance to. Kind of like a second chance. "Then he said, 'Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.' <SUP>43 </SUP>Jesus answered him, 'I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.'" (Luke 23:42-43) Now, maybe paradise is heaven, but maybe it's not? I mean when judgement day comes, some believe bodies will be taken from the graves. (This might actually be in the Bible, I don't remember) but if they needed the bodies in Heaven, why would they just then get them? So anyway, the main question about that was the one about Paradise. It makes some sense in my head, mostly because if people in the last years during Revelation get another wake up call, then why wouldn't those who died before it get one? (And all of those who died without knowing anything about Christ.) And why would you be taken up to Heaven, then later judged, and let back in? I'm just wondering if there's something in the bible that disproves this, or further
proves this.
Again, I'm sorry for pretty much writing a book... Lol. Thank you for reading it, and I'm really hoping someone will have the answers I'm looking for.
Question #1) How do you read the Bible? I know I'm supposed to say a prayer asking God that He shows me what He wants me to see when I'm reading, but... what am I looking for? How do people "study" the Bible? How do people find answers about life questions through it? I think it's interesting to read and everything, but I never really know what I'm personally supposed to get out of it? Other than things like the Ten Commandments that are pretty specific on what not to do, etc.
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Question #2) How do you know when the Lord is leading you to do something? Whenever I have an idea to do something, I never know if it's just my idea or if God is leading me to it. I pray about it, but I don't really feel like I get any leads?
Question #3) Talking about God's love to others.... what exactly do you say? I'm not very good at this, but I would like to be. I'm in high school. So, how do you just start a conversational about how Great our God is without scaring the other person off? I know I shouldn't be afraid of that, but the thing is, I don't want them to get weirded out and pushed farther from God. So, how do I tell them about God and have them interested to hear more and let God move in their hearts?
Question #4) Lately, I really haven't been feeling the spirit... for long periods of time, I don't feel it at all. I've felt it before enough to know for sure that I'll never doubt Him, but what about when (like now) I never feel it? When this happens, I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Like maybe I'm not dedicating myself enough, or like I'm holding something in my heart away from Him. But I remember it happening before, and I was reading the Bible like CRAZY, and I don't remember it helping much? Like I try to be kind and show God's love to others, but I still feel nothing? It will almost feel like I'm using my head instead of my heart.
Question #5) How do I keep myself on fire for Christ? Even when my friend and I were talking about God,(question #7) it felt like I was using my MIND to answer everything, and not my heart. I STILL felt nothing. I don't want to be a lukewarm Christian! I want to serve God! I want to be "a woman of Jesus's own heart." How do I do this when I feel like there's just... nothing? And I have prayed about this, but it doesn't help? I don't think there's any dark corner of my heart that I'm holding from Him. And I'm pretty sure I talk to Him like I used to, like a friend. But.... this is going to sound bad but lately when I'm praying I feel like I'm just talking to myself in my head???
<o> </o>
Not personal question, but just wondering kinda questions:
Question #6) I read a book recently talking about gay people. I know the Bible doesn't approve of being gay, and to hate the sin but love the sinner. And FYI, I am not gay. I just wanted to know what you guys think about the point someone made: they said a certain percent of people (I forgot the real number) in the world have been gay, and that the number has been the same for as long as we know. (This is from a book, I'm not sure at all if this is true.) Okay, let's say the book said 15% of people in the world are gay. It made the point that obviously this number cannot be hereditary, because gay people can't exactly reproduce. And since I as a woman didn't wake up one day and think "I like males," than most people probably did not wake up thinking they like the same gender. It just came automatically. So, since acting on gayness is a sin, the book is asking if God wants those 15% to never be happy. (I wasn't researching this, it was a fiction book I randomly picked off the shelf and I had no idea it would be partly about this.) I'm not sure what to think about this? I mean, I know I shouldn’t question God about that stuff, I’m just not sure what my personal opinion about this is.
Question #7) I have a friend who is Mormon. So one night we were talking, a lot about God. We were comparing Christianity to the Mormon faith, and she was telling me about things like pre-existance (which I didn't really believe, no offense if anyone does) and a place called Paradise that is separate from Heaven where we go after we die, and learn about God for those who never had the chance to. Kind of like a second chance. "Then he said, 'Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.' <SUP>43 </SUP>Jesus answered him, 'I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.'" (Luke 23:42-43) Now, maybe paradise is heaven, but maybe it's not? I mean when judgement day comes, some believe bodies will be taken from the graves. (This might actually be in the Bible, I don't remember) but if they needed the bodies in Heaven, why would they just then get them? So anyway, the main question about that was the one about Paradise. It makes some sense in my head, mostly because if people in the last years during Revelation get another wake up call, then why wouldn't those who died before it get one? (And all of those who died without knowing anything about Christ.) And why would you be taken up to Heaven, then later judged, and let back in? I'm just wondering if there's something in the bible that disproves this, or further
proves this.
Again, I'm sorry for pretty much writing a book... Lol. Thank you for reading it, and I'm really hoping someone will have the answers I'm looking for.