Twistie
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While it seems most just wanna talk at and teach and bicker I am just hoping that the Lord will find me worthy just to sharpen the sword of others to be honest
I have been pondering much these days and many that have passed by.. time.. the way the world sees and live by these days is of no importance to me.. there to much I need to work on within my household and the Lords time is what I am on
My dear husband whom I love very much who was my best friend for five yrs before we even well even really kissed lol we honestly just looked at each other as just that.. he was there for me in a dark part of my life.. we are we laughed watched TV n he even would get me to go outside a couple times a mouth usually . I wasn't in a good head space and I had lots of pills is take that were supposed to be helping but in fact was stealing my soul I believe so anyways..
I'm telling a bit of the background just so perhaps you will see how I am able to have so much Love for my husband..
Eventually the years passed and we got to know each other on that friend level and the next thing I new he asked me to marry now I didn't say yes for a couple reasons because there are things one needs to really properly to ask a Lady to marry ya lol I mean I do got a little standards haha that another story but he got it right by the next month.. so during the time when he asked and whilst he was getting it right I spent much time with the Lord to see if this is ok for me to do . Ahh ya lol like I tell peep imma pest in the Lord always asking to let me see the road to not let me stray.. yep
Anywho my husband is a sickly man n he can be very hard at times n I was getting really fed up n hurt and angry n him with me for like idk quite awhile now.. but see you gotta understand we truly do love each other lol we will both tell ya we are mean n it not cause we wanna be it just that we been through much while we were walking in the world on our separate journeys at the time and we experienced much sadness and much hurt n betrayal just like the world does to you when you are out there and we'll walking with your back to the Lord now we new the Lord new what we was supposed to do but we was to busy being us and doing things our ways long story short
Yet the Lord is a Good and Faithful Father never forget that ok??
Now see i love my husband and my husband would say to me we will be ok for The Lord got us and while he keeps saying this I couldn't see.. yep still a little hard if hearing at times I am..
Any who i been spending time with the Lord and tonight I am up again up by midnight I was n of course pesting the Lord and ain't even gonna lie watching some Dr Phil and karano I believe he calls himself idk anywho the Lord came and He idk like He shows me And Tell me the same time it's something I can not explain one must I guess just experience the way the Lord works i guess
Anywho He show me this is why a marriage is built on Me said the Lord to me see I say the Lord gave me a place to heal and The Lord let me see He has given us a place to Heal that we both have thick walls built up and the Lord is crumbling the walls down between us so together in His. Will a stronger wall be built that will with stand the storms of this time and the times to come .
This is what the Lord has shown me..
Now idk what He means exactly about the times to come I haven't gotten that far with Him Yet but ya bet ya bottom dollar imma pest Him about haha
Understand now I know My Father is All Holy but He allows me to have a personal loving relationship with Him. Too for He is my Abba..
And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets.”
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
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I have been pondering much these days and many that have passed by.. time.. the way the world sees and live by these days is of no importance to me.. there to much I need to work on within my household and the Lords time is what I am on
My dear husband whom I love very much who was my best friend for five yrs before we even well even really kissed lol we honestly just looked at each other as just that.. he was there for me in a dark part of my life.. we are we laughed watched TV n he even would get me to go outside a couple times a mouth usually . I wasn't in a good head space and I had lots of pills is take that were supposed to be helping but in fact was stealing my soul I believe so anyways..
I'm telling a bit of the background just so perhaps you will see how I am able to have so much Love for my husband..
Eventually the years passed and we got to know each other on that friend level and the next thing I new he asked me to marry now I didn't say yes for a couple reasons because there are things one needs to really properly to ask a Lady to marry ya lol I mean I do got a little standards haha that another story but he got it right by the next month.. so during the time when he asked and whilst he was getting it right I spent much time with the Lord to see if this is ok for me to do . Ahh ya lol like I tell peep imma pest in the Lord always asking to let me see the road to not let me stray.. yep
Anywho my husband is a sickly man n he can be very hard at times n I was getting really fed up n hurt and angry n him with me for like idk quite awhile now.. but see you gotta understand we truly do love each other lol we will both tell ya we are mean n it not cause we wanna be it just that we been through much while we were walking in the world on our separate journeys at the time and we experienced much sadness and much hurt n betrayal just like the world does to you when you are out there and we'll walking with your back to the Lord now we new the Lord new what we was supposed to do but we was to busy being us and doing things our ways long story short
Yet the Lord is a Good and Faithful Father never forget that ok??
Now see i love my husband and my husband would say to me we will be ok for The Lord got us and while he keeps saying this I couldn't see.. yep still a little hard if hearing at times I am..
Any who i been spending time with the Lord and tonight I am up again up by midnight I was n of course pesting the Lord and ain't even gonna lie watching some Dr Phil and karano I believe he calls himself idk anywho the Lord came and He idk like He shows me And Tell me the same time it's something I can not explain one must I guess just experience the way the Lord works i guess
Anywho He show me this is why a marriage is built on Me said the Lord to me see I say the Lord gave me a place to heal and The Lord let me see He has given us a place to Heal that we both have thick walls built up and the Lord is crumbling the walls down between us so together in His. Will a stronger wall be built that will with stand the storms of this time and the times to come .
This is what the Lord has shown me..
Now idk what He means exactly about the times to come I haven't gotten that far with Him Yet but ya bet ya bottom dollar imma pest Him about haha
Understand now I know My Father is All Holy but He allows me to have a personal loving relationship with Him. Too for He is my Abba..
And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets.”
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
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